John 12:24 Jesus said, “ very truly I tell you, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. All his life Jesus knew and understood his purpose for coming into the world, humanity. And though he himself was born to humanity through a virgin woman by divine conception, Jesus recognized and understood the conflict between flesh and spirit. From the day man ate of the forbidden tree of good and evil according to the Bible, we’ll surly die. And to think of it, it’s a good thing for us who are born into sin to die, just think of living with it for eternity. Sin though consequences of disobedience stopped eternity from happening the way God had planned it for man. Imagine, Heaven was going to be our forever home. Jesus purpose and desire was to reconcile humanity back to God. We have all strayed so far from the Lord through sin, and got in tangle with it, that it became part of our nature and the norms for our lives, which was never God’s intention for us. We should have been a hundred percent spiritual, but satan, that wicked serpent in the garden.

Jesus, our saviour, redeemer, bread of life, Lord, creator, son of the living God, only begotten son, Holy one of Israel, wonderful counsellor, the mighty God, the everlasting Father, Prince of peace, king of king, alpha and omega, master, king of the Jews, high priest, prophet, teacher, Emmanuel, our advocate, meditator, judge, chief cornerstone, author and finisher of our faith, lamb of God, good shepherd, the word, fountain of living water, rock, messiah, true vine, bridegroom, the lion of the tribe of Judah, bright and morning star, image of God, son of man, carpenter, the way, truth and the life, king of Israel, Christ…So wonderful a name and divinity!

I woke up this morning thinking to myself, what it must of had been like for Jesus. What was his thoughts especially after the age of twelve when he realized, he must be about his Father’s business. Not only did he become a young man, but having such a great responsibility at the age of twelve. I couldn’t help, but imagine all kind of scenario happening in his childhood, adolescent and adulthood. Was other children mean to him, was he always in control of his divine power, was he constantly being tormented by evil forces, did he have other ambitions and desires besides humanity on his mind constantly, was he shy, did he have a lot of friends, experienced every kind of human nature within and without, and was he self discipline with his divinity, truly knowing who he is?

I felt in my spirit that Jesus being called lost and then found in the temple Luke 2:41-52, was not about him, but his earthly parents Mary and Joseph. They were lost, and maybe confused, because for the first time Jesus was absence from their presence without a warning. All Jesus life they were guided by the angel about all things concerning him. I could vision Mother Mary like myself as a mother would do, drop to my knees praying to God, “please Lord, I am so sorry, I’ve lost my child Jesus, lead me to find him. You trusted me for his care and now I’ve lost him, forgive me father.” Both Mary and Joseph must of been besides themselves in fear. Just to think something bad could have happened to him especially with all manner of evil they faced with his coming into the world. It was a fight, but they were guided and protected every moment. Jesus himself never left their side as he followed through to his obedience even to them as a child should, showing once again his humility. And now he’s gone, must of been terrifying for them, losing the saviour of the world, your one responsibility. I can’t help but believe they were lead by the Holy Spirit to find him in the temple after almost having a heart attack.

As I was praying and asking God about Jesus, trying to find myself in him and he in me. I had a vision of Jesus at the Last super with the disciples washing their feet, breaking the bread and then talking about being betrayed. I saw Jesus crying as he spoke to his disciples, but in the Bible they never mention Jesus wept at this point. These few people that were with Jesus meant so much to him. I could feel it was love, that power came over him as he knew it would be the last time they would be together like that. Like a lover getting ready to say goodbye to his/her love, it’s hard to let go of each other’s hand. Jesus humanity came forth strong in his emotions towards all of humanity, which the twelve disciples represented in which he was educating them with all wisdom, knowledge and understanding of God to manifest and overrun the entire world with. But then Judas, one out of twelve the devil was able to take control of. Jesus was unable to hold back his emotions even then before Gethsemane. He cried with a broken heart to all that would take place as He the shepherd will be taken away and all the sheep would go astray due to fear. His heart was very heavy as His mind was set with even more determination on His mission.

Judas must not have been the first betrayal in Jesus life. I have this sense that many of what Jesus had suffered before His crucifixion, along paths of His early life He’d endured or saw with His own eyes hurt, pain, cruelty of humanity towards one another. All part of the sin syndrome as I call it. Jesus empathy became a vacuum for the sins of humanity and love became the motivation to lead him selflessly to the cross.

The garden of Gethsemane Jesus let go of his divinity and put on humanity as the disciples were not able to keep watch with him and fell asleep instead, Jesus took upon himself more of them, their fears and inadequacies as humans. I call it transferring his power that they were unable to receive why they fell asleep. He pull from them, but they were unable to receive. This is where I believe grace was was based upon. Love can seem to decrease your strength and leave you vulnerable, but it’s not true. When your strength seems to be depleted because of love that is love in its greatest strength that’s why we fall in love. It is trust, it is hope, it is faith, it is free and it surrenders. Hate increases strength, flue with resentment and bitterness to destroy at all cost. Think about this for a moment, it take a lot of energy to hate.

Jesus the nurturer, mentor, guide, lover of our soul, obedient and most of all, disciplinarian. Why disciplinarian? “He sure showed devil who’s the boss on his way to Calvary, the cross, and on the third day when he rose up from the death.” Also he taught us discipline in doing the Father’s Will and rebuking all evil.

For all the world to see live television, couldn’t even cover it up, or edited if wanted to. What a display of lawlessness by not just Will Smith on the Oscars, but everyone who shows themselves to be boastful, and arrogant in there selfish mean behaviours towards others. “What really are we teaching the children of the future?” Cameras all over the world are capturing humanity misbehaving. As a mother one thing I would say to you Will Smith, “I know you were brought up and not dragged up, what’s up with that behaviour especially in the public eye? You didn’t even win the award yet, what, your arrogance for just being nominated got to your head? For this one mistake all entire hard work for success your can come crashing down. What were you thinking!”

“This is a great example of one who gain the world, but yet loses his soul. So you won the Oscar Will Smith and now look at the shame you brought upon yourself, you could of earn that night with positivity and up lifting for the rest of your life. You could of been another history changer as a young black man in the light of the greatest ever legendary Sidney Poitier who epitomized dignity and grace who opened doors for you. I thought to myself, what would Mr. Poitier have said to you for your action on that Academy stage knowing the cost to make the way for sons like you. It will forever be stain on your reputation as an actor and recipient of an Oscar that will never go away, young man.”

Anyone who looks at what was done as a protection for Will Smith wife doesn’t know what the words to protect, or standing up for someone dignity means, especially knowing it was not a personal, hate related attack. Chris Rock said, “Jada, you know I love you!” Before he dropped the joke. There was so many other ways that should of been handle. Senseless so senseless 😔 This is just another arsenal for humanity to bring about division, just think about it, all who stands behinds Will for his sick wife, those against his actions and those who believe comedians always never know when to draw the line. And let’s be honest the racial issue of why these institutions boycotted and had no racial diversity. Look at what’s been going on with voting, the pandemic and vaccine…There’s so much division going on in the world, soon there might even be civil wars again next in entire nations and countries. And for many people today unless you’re walking with the Holy Spirit, be careful your right can be wrong and vice versa. The devil is busy deceiving everyone, even the Lord chosen are being corrupted.

Chris Rock! Thank God for that name Chris Rock, you’ve got, because you stood your ground, like Christ against the devil and handled yourself with dignity and self control to carry on with the show; to make light of the darkness. Everyone is fixated on Will Smith and what he’s done, but your reaction speaks in volumes to what kind of person you truly are within, even to not pressing charges against Will Smith shows you’re one blessed child of God, a hero for all to regard highly as a role model for the kind of world we’re living in today according to 2Timothy 3 Perilous times we’re living in these last days. The entire show could of gone bad if you’d reacted back with a fist to Will Smith, my God. It was God who kept you. I could just imagine the after affect of emotions that must of hit you off stage, OMG. But thank the Lord, for stayed grounded. “I cried, what’s going on with the world Lord,” I hurt for you.

“🪨” Christ the solid rock we stand all other grounds is sinking sand! When we stand of the foundation of Christ, the devil is always busy trying to shake us to the core of our soul, that we’d moved. We’ve got to be able to stand and give the devil no access in ⛔️. Where morals and etiquette abound is always because you’re have a Gad fearing warrior in the spirit. It’s hard for many people to stand in this kind of situation and as we can see most has given into the seductive evil spirits in their minds, making them believe what they are doing is right for world, justified by scriptures as word of the Lord.

Will Smith move wasn’t a temporary insane move, he knew exactly what he was doing. I can’t get it out of my mind, every time I close my eyes I see him fixing himself as he got up like making sure he looks good. I never felt so sick, literally sick like my heart was going to explode at the sound of the slap. OMG! I pray to God he does realize the error of his actions and repent and apologize to Chris Rock in person and allow the whole world to see and hear it.

“Jesus, please hurry up and come, we so need you. Look what our world is becoming! Things are out of order and truth is becoming lies, right is wrong once again…We need you Lord.

“He’s not here, for he is risen, as he said. Come, see the place where the Lord lay.” Matthew 28:6 Ukraine shall also rise!

How many times have I’ve heard this, “He’s no longer on the cross so stop wearing a cross with Jesus crucified.” The cross with Jesus is a reminder of his sacrifice for the world He so loves. Today everyone in Ukraine, including the entire world who is feeling the effect of what’s happening there, should be looking to Jesus as still being on the cross as a reminder of his sacrifice for the sins that’s going on in the world today. Moses was told by God to make the bronze snake and put it up on a pole and anyone who was bitten for their sins can look at it and live Numbers 21: 1-9. So we also must look to Jesus crucified on the cross for such a time like this, with what’s going on in our world today. Only Jesus can deliver us from the burdens of sin, especially with highlighted Ukraine fighting for their lives and country. It’s the innocence, freedom, truth and righteousness being attacked once again by the boldness of evil coming up constantly against it. Just think about this, what did Jesus do so wrong that he was deserving to be beaten, spat upon, mocked, and crucified? Ukraine is going to be resurrected with Jesus as you’re suffering like him. I truly believe the Lord himself has Ukraine already victorious in his hand they just got to have faith.

“Oh Lord, please help Ukraine, as I pray.” I can feel their pain and devastation as though it is happening to me. For some reason I can’t shake this feeling that we the people of the world is missing a very important message which is being convey with this attack on Ukraine. It’s our responsibility to help make our world better place, for us to take heed as humanity when comes to our hateful actions towards one another. We all know it’s wrong , so very wrong. How could we just stand by, call ourselves good and righteous leaders of the world, watch this evil happening and refuse to break all rules to put an end to all this evil, no matter the cost, and make an example of it, that this evil would never be tried ever again. How well learnt are we concerning our predecessors in history? History is just repeating itself again. For all who lay wreaths and flowers on graves, tombs and memorial sites of war, genocides and mass killings, are wast of time and memory if no change is ever going to take place to make a difference for the future. Standing by and doing nothing when it’s within our power can make us guilty. The very thing we sometimes are afraid of is exactly what happens, it’s just inevitable, World War III has already begun. Everyone who has helped Ukraine is now an enemy of Putin. Definitely it will be foolish to think that all will be well without consequences, there will be no peace. I can’t believe people are more afraid of starting World War III, but not God? Have humanity become so independent of God that we remove Him from every situation concerning the world in which he, himself created and is in control. If we could only acknowledge it is not within our hands or power to be able to destroy the world we ourselves didn’t create. We may damage it, but it always finds a way to repair itself.

I got to believe this is also happening to Ukraine for all the world to understand and acknowledge vain is the help of man. When I’d heard the cry for NATO to impose a no fly zone over Ukraine to prevent Russian planes from bombing its cities and the response was, “sorry we just don’t want another world war.” It was like asking for an umbrella to cover from the rain, a coat to keep you warm from the freezing cold, or a place to sleep instead of being on the streets. My heart was broken at the words, “no, we just can’t” for an answer. What an eye opener for the world to realize as Psalm 121:1-2 says, “I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help. My help cometh from the Lord, which made heaven and earth.” We got to go back to putting all our trust in the almighty God, Himself. Haven’t we learned no amount of weapons to fight a war is going to bring about peace, just pain, mental issues and feeling of defeat if lost the fight, the lives that has been taken and the blood on the hands of the evil one responsible, who’s would never live in peace for his crimes against his brother. Like the story of Cain and his brother Abel in the Bible, Vladimir Putin (Cain) you are your brother’s keeper Volodymyr Zelenskyy (Abel) like Genesis 4. Now Cain said to his brother Abel, “let’s go out to the field.” While they were in the field, Cain attacked his brother Abel and killed him, Genesis 4:8. Cain was cursed for what he had done to his brother.

Whenever there’s that great awareness of evil taken hold in the world we must look to the crucified Jesus on the cross as a reminder to us all especially this Holy season we must take up the cross along side Jesus stand, make sacrifice, do what’s right, and follow Jesus. In my heart I truly believe Ukraine war is the world’s war and just because they didn’t sign an alliance doesn’t mean we are not to pick up arms and fight with them. We are all in this together the righteous must win the victory at all cost and defeat evil. All that NATO can’t do to help Ukraine shall be done through faith in God. When all else has failed, only God you can turn to 🙏.

What’s the lesson in this fight with Ukraine for the world to learn, we must put our trust in God, standing in solidarity is very important, murder of the innocent is a great sin and has dire consequences, and power belongs to God, not to a man who craves to miss use it for his own evil purpose.

This was my question to the Lord, at 1am in the morning. I just couldn’t sleep after watching late night news. The world is in a crisis and yes though for the last twenty-seven years my faith and trust in God has been steadfast and I know for a fact that the Lord is able, but why can’t he just fix things immediately when all hell is breaking free?

I kept on praying about this for days until He answered. He has already had the situation under control, he was just waiting on us to position ourselves. It has always been about us, he waits on us. He doesn’t come rushing in. God give us time to come to ourselves. If he wanted he could just click his finger and all is well. But life is meant to live and in living you must be able to stand and survive through the bad and learn from it knowing you’re passing through life for a time and season. Nothing last and all things work for good, regardless.

Like the prodigal son father, who never tried to change the course of his son life. The father gave his son what he wanted, his inheritance, without putting up a fight and waited till he came back home, of his own free will. He did not manipulated him in anyway.

We are waiting on the Lord, but the Lord is waiting on humanity, for us all to come to ourselves as the prodigal son. Our inheritance is life and to live abundantly in peace, and joy in obedience and reverence to the almighty himself. Like Ukraine the Lord has given us all the weapons, ammunition and the gift of the Holy Spirit through Christ our Lord Jesus to fight the war of sin, sin within and the sin without us. It all begins with discipline, and obedience to God’s will. Nobody is going to help us fight the war, but God alone with all he has given to us through his son Jesus. Not even the angels, like NATO, who supply us with all we need to help us, but can’t join the fight. We can feel so abandon and alone, but God is with us, if only we have enough faith in him rather than man, and our own power. Our true test of faith is with our works; like Moses we are given the power through God to do miracles and wonders.

Love, humility, truth, forgiveness, obedience, suffering and righteousness is some of what it costs for freedom from the bondage of sin(evil).

Jesus was so unbelievable good to endure all that he had for us. I can only imagine the fear, the physical and emotional pain he must have endured. To watch those you care and love so much fill with rage and hate against you for no reason at all. His heart must of been so heavy and broken. Knowing Jesus he probably didn’t even make it about himself, but was crying for humanity.

Jesus in the garden of Gethsemane as he cried out to the “O My Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me, nevertheless, not as I will, but as Thou wilt.” Matthew 26:39 This shows the emotional disposition of Jesus as his emotions is running high as the dread of the evilness of humanity is drawing closer upon him, our sins, weaknesses, temptations, doubts, fears and death, he was now about to overcome for all of humanity. Jesus in the garden of Gethsemane though divine, his fears and concerns are just like ours. His divinity slowly fades into the back ground as he allowed his full humanity to come forth, coming very much vulnerable to what was coming for him without resistance. Jesus was captured and secretly judged by the religious leaders, spat upon, slapped, ridiculed, called a blasphemer…hated.

The attack of the physical body. Jesus was then presented to Pontus Pilate the Roman governor for judgment who decided to appease the people by having Jesus scourge (flagellation), but yet they cried to crucify him. The soldiers after flogging Jesus twisted together a crown of thorns and put it on his head, clothed him in a purple rob mocking him saying again and again, “ hail, king of the Jews” slapping him in the face. Jesus mind must of been emotionally distraught and his physical body just wounded and broken by all the whippings. The mind and the body in collaboration is the first to begin to breakdown. Pain has a tendency to over loads the mind and heart causing mental trauma.

The scourging at the pillar is not what too many people preach about, but it’s meaning is important. It was the breaking of spirit out of the body which is being shocked. If you have ever experienced pain that the mind goes into shock and stop registering to the brain the pain, like the nerves just stop operating and you feel no more pain. A coping mechanism of the brain itself. Almost forty years ago this had happened to me, that they had to operate on me without anesthesia. It took almost twenty-four hours with medication for my body to unlock the mechanism of the shock. Jesus began to die from that moment on, the reason he fell carrying the cross when they called for an random man Simon of Cyrene. Jesus had to hold on until he got to the cross because the blood was already spilled. The cross was where the fire had to take place. The consuming of the fire took place so God can send the wind to blow it throughout the entire world. It was not for him to die no other place.

I cry each time I think of what Jesus must of gone through for humanity and still some of us are so ungrateful. Why do we want him to return again? For some to make life easy, and have peace for eternity? He already had done that for us, “why we can’t believe and except it?” He’s returning to give everyone a chance to repent to enjoy the peace and love of God the kingdom brings to all. The lesson of knowledge of good and evil, Romans 8:28 “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are called according to his purpose. Genesis 50:20 Joseph said to his brothers, “as for you, you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good, to bring about that many people should be kept alive, as they are today. Whatever the devil meant for evil God will use it for good. He’s always in control.

I thought I had to meet Jesus at the cross with all my trials and tribulations, but he let me know, he’s with me at my cross because “He’s risen!” He did tell me to take up my cross and follow him. As the Father was with him, so shall he be with me. “To see me is to see the Father,” says Jesus. “I can only pray that when others sees me I can also reflect you Jesus and thy glory too Lord.” Though the cross maybe heavy and a brutal burden, “Thank you Lord for being with me.” It is the power of love that takes us to cross and rises us up again.

My tears for our world. This attack determines the fundamental structure of humanity evolution, our mental and spiritual capacity on how well learnt are we in history as to not repeat our cruelty and evil towards one another. History are to be learnt not repeated. It is not there for us to follow, but for us to look back and grow with wisdom, knowledge and understanding.

My heart cries out, my soul and spirit cries out. I cry, because war was inevitable, if not Ukraine it could of been any other innocent country. Evil has been festering since two thousand sixteen, it was just a matter of time before it came into fruition. 2 Timothy 3 Perilous times of the last days has played out itself within the world. Those who have eyes to see, ears to hear and are in a relationship with the Lord constantly in there secret closets should of all known it was coming to this. My heart goes out to every and anyone especially the innocent in pain and suffering for Ukraine. I plea and cry out to God for his mercy and deliverance for them. All around the world we are mourning and groaning for what’s going on with Russia and Ukraine. I see the working of the devil in all what’s going on with Russia and Ukraine and knows he’s responsible for stirring up this evil.

I felt an enormous weight on my heart and spirit. Almost to the point of devastation and brokenness. I wanted a stop to it immediately, I’d felt like this is our doomsday for all of humanity. Judas once again slipped in at the side of Christ. Through the pandemic and everything we were going through it was like this too will pass I understood from the Lord, but more lives was going to be taken. But this is a trigger to cause the promised lands to go sour by war, another world war. What a test of faith in the Lord.

This man Putin have nothing left to lose now, he’s made enemy with the world and he’s going to finish what he started to his death. The world has to stop him. I was angry at the fact they NATO just didn’t go in shooting and blowing things up. I said to God didn’t you say according to Matthew 7:6 “Do not give what is holy to dogs; nor cast your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you in pieces.” Isn’t that’s like Putin once he’s broke the laws which obviously he has no respect for or the lives of the innocent. He like s spoiled child, he must get what he want or reek havoc on anyone who gets in his way. Evil, nothing but evil!

When I pleaded to the Lord why isn’t anyone doing something, anything to stop him. To me sanctioning is nothing to someone like him. What he’s doing to Ukraine is exactly what will make him afraid if he was in their position. But them not giving in is just making him throw a fit. He was very much informed on what he’s doing, knowing nothing really bad is going to happen to him by NATO and their rules and laws before his determination to get his way. He shows no fear, he’ll take the pain, whatever it cost to get his way. I am just wondering what is the world, (NATO) who’s just seem to be standing by waiting is going to do? Are they going to give him a pat on his back and say, “ ok, you won Ukraine, let’s get down to normal world business and lift the sanctions?” He’ got to know this is not going to end well for him, all those around him, especially the young soldiers for years even after he dies like Hitler. He’s opened up a Pandora’s box to the past we’d rather to have left closed forever. We’ve came too far to turn back. Just to think of all other countries who would try to imitate him. We got to let Putin know we’ve evolved and are not barbaric in the world today. It is said we have time traveller and it exists, maybe he needs to go back where he came from, son of Hitler or Hitler himself reborn😆. This is not a joke, it’s serious what’s going on and I know, but we need a laugh sometimes.

As a Christian because of this brutal attack against Ukraine by Putin never have I ever prayed for violence toward someone for their actions. The devil almost had me over this, but God showed up. Because this wasn’t met with evil against evil like I preferred, shutting Putin down before he’d gotten started and gone so far, is what I wanted. NATO showed mercy, compassion and patience for all the innocent involved, both Russians people and Ukraine who are innocent to this evil. It reminded me of the mercy, compassion, and patience the Lord have with us the world. We are a force to be reckoned with when it comes to sin. We just keep on indulging instead of rebuking the devil. “Come on, we’re living in the enlightened times where nothing is hidden, the truth is up close and personal. There’s no way to deny that we neither understand or know by now, the difference between right and wrong, “the devil is a lie.”

The answer to all this is prayers. Scripture declares in Psalm 20:6-8 “Now I know that the Lord saves his anointed; he answers him from his holy heaven with the saving power of his right hand. Some trust in chariots and in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God. They are brought to their knees and fall, but we rise up and stand firm.

The world got to understand that there are certain impossible situations like this war that only God himself can overcome. Remember David ( 1 Samuel 17) when he came to bring food to his brothers on the battlefield had to remind them to come up against the Philistines army you got to come in the name of the Lord and he killed the Philistines Goliath ( 1Samuel 17:45). Ukraine (little David) and with faith in the most high God he can slay the giant Goliath, Russia (Putin). President Volodymyr Zelenskky get your rock which is the Lord and sling at Goliath(Putin) and you shall defeat him.

Steadfast and unwavering faith in the most high God, shall this war come to an end. Vain is the help of man, but on our knees we shall overcome in the name of our Lord. Pray children pray, for prayer is the key. Thank the Lord it’s Lent season we have much to fast and pray for for our world and ourselves. Lord please help us!

So ironic this word freedom is being thrown around and many people is using its meaning today ignorantly, especially over the mandates for vaccine. You have to experience subjugation to understand the true meaning of freedom. These people are totally so misguided and influenced by misinformation. Slavery: the state or condition of being a slave; a civil relationship whereby one person has absolute power over another and controls his or her life, liberty, and fortune: Collins dictionary. Freedom: the condition or right of being able or allowed to do, say, think, etc. whatever you want to, without being controlled or limited. Freedom is also the state of not being in prison or in the condition of slavery (=condition of being legally owned by someone else).

Black history month, all that comes to my mind is the enslavement of black people and cruelty. Like all other races that has endure persecution for no other reason but the evilness of humanity to one another. A time to educate ignorance on what the meaning of true freedom is and how being mistreated, with long suffering affects on communities, mental state of mind, the steps taken to fight for freedom, the obstacles faced in doing so, how far we’ve come and still have to go, what we’ve learned and can teach each others. To have discussions and communication with respect with those who are misguided and misinformed. For every human being who’s suffered degradation in their lives should come together with understanding that we have all been targeted with hate and should come together to make the world a better place by making changes with education. It’s a time for all of us to have a conversation about human cruelty. To have others understand the brutality of inhuman treatment of one race of people towards another, that continues to exist from generations to generations. The ignorance to believe as a human being that you can and should be superior over another; shows the lack of understanding to the purpose and plan God had for us all as our creator and only superior. We are all human beings why call ourselves race, without putting human in front, “after all Cain, Abel is your brother.” Like race makes us less or more humanity, shows ignorance at its highest level. We are different, because differences like colours is beautiful. Any other living beings in the universe (aliens) would see us all as one, human beings; just to think, if only the animals could speak.

For four hundred years it is written that the Israelites was enslaved by the Egyptians until Moses was sent. The world also suffered enslavement to sin and Jesus came. There are still pharaohs of today refusing to let God’s people go with no regards to His will. Just remember what happened in the days of Moses. The devil want us to believe the lies that the countries who enslaves their own people through dictatorship governments, the unlawful and cruel death and treatment of blacks, treatment of the indigenous people, the sex trade of the innocent, bad treatment of gays and lesbians, women, and whatever darkness of humanity towards one another that’s going on behind closed doors we don’t know about, some how God has abandoned us by allowing this to continue to happen. The evil is not winning, God’s allies the angels is our defence. Evil is being exposed and eliminated; for those who have eyes to see. It is so disheartening to think of being kidnapped, rapped, brutally mistreated and subjected to cruelty beyond the human imagination. Being treated worst than an alien from out of space, and being treated like the enemy by your own, earthlings. It should make us want to ask ourselves, “are we (human beings) the devil himself, we fear?”

I have to touch on the Whoopi Goldberg being suspended for saying the Holocausts was, “not about race,” but about mans inhumanity to man and how horrible people can be to people. She was then corrected that the Holocaust was about race, because Hitler and the Nazis considered Jews to be an inferior race. I couldn’t believe the backlash on poor Whoopi, come on now! Someone educate me, please! Why was race so important to be recognized? I am at a lost. That could of been me and I don’t consider myself anti Semitic, just uninformed and miseducated. “Thank the Lord, I am not famous, myself being ignorant of the fact that the Holocaust was about racism.” Never in all the time the Holocaust was spoken about to me as a child growing up in school or at my home was I ever educated that it was about racism. I was told that the Holocaust is only a big issue because it is the first time in history white people has been documented and photographed enduring the same cruelty and prejudice black people has suffered for centuries and continues to suffer. I was never told the Holocaust wasn’t real, in fact it is the only evidence and proof of the extreme evil humanity are capable of doing to one another. I remember thinking as a child after seeing the documentary and pictures of the Holocaust, “is there pictures of black people suffering like that?” Then I saw the pictures of the Martin Luther King March with the dogs attacking innocent children and they were being sprayed down with hoses. It was so unreal to see that things like that could be allowed to take place. Seeing the videos of the Holocaust and the march for rights and freedom with the children, made it so real and undeniable the cruelty of humanity to one another. It became my determination to seek out other race documentaries and videos of brutality, extreme cruelty and sure enough, it’s exist throughout the entire world.

I call for all who has ever suffered racism to have a dialogue so we can truly understand and respect each other’s suffering without complaining about who hurt was worst and all the misinformation that’s being spread. Pain is pain and hurt is hurt there’s no greater or lesser. Coming together and educating one another can change the ignorance we face about all our history. What we can truly look forward to in the future can only begin with us.

I was up at 4am till the break of day talking to God as I struggle the with the images in my mind on what’s going on in all the earth, especially in my own country with the Freedom convoy 2022. My soul is so heavy, I needed a touch from the Lord this morning in prayer. My dreams has been invaded by the pictures on the News and all conversations on what’s going on in the world. I cried out to the Lord “help us, please help us.”

I was reminded in my spirit of Isaiah 40:31 But those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength. They shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint. Psalm 46: 10-11 “Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth. The Lord of host is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge. Selah!

I cried for the Lord to take me home, yes I felt like I rather die than to live this life, for the promised land filled with milk and honey is now souring. The hopelessness I felt was so dark that the Holy Spirit brought my attention to 2 Timothy 3:1-5 “There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God. Having a form of godliness, but deny its power. Have nothing to do with such people. These are the people that are so against my Son as I call him, the Prime Minister Trudeau. He shepherd his flock with wisdom, patience and love. I see it in my spirit that he’s a good shepherd. If he was a narcissistic, and ruled with dictatorship, he would be loved by people of this perilous times who are for war instead of seeking peace and unity, “the devil is a liar.” But in everything he’s done, I saw it was for the good of all. They the opposition try to trapping him up all the time, with black face, unmarked grave of the indigenous children, Lavalin affair, We charity, fighting with him when he wasn’t the first to buy vaccines, now to blaming him alone for the mandates, for not enough financial support for families and businesses during the lock down, CERB problems, freedom convoy, accusing him for over reaching in what he’s done and pointed out about the convoy. Yes, let’s not sugar coat it, they’re hateful, prejudice against race and government, not all the protesters, but the ones, they know who they are. People fail to realize that our Prime Minister is a minority government and everything he does has to be voted in by the oppositions. It is proven by the words of their own mouth on the News that they want the blame to fall directly on him for this convoy, but God allowed us to hear and see. He was there every day keeping us update during the pandemic from day one until they went back to parliament while covid was affecting his wife and now one of his children. There might of been those who came to the Freedom convoy with good intentions to have a conversation about the mandates with the Prime Minister and all government responsible. But let’s get something straight nothing wouldn’t of been discussed when it concerned those disrupters who had the “F Trudeau” signs. They were there to spread hate and corruption towards the Prime Minister. It was not going to be good for him to come and say a word about the mandates, especially if it wasn’t going to change. If the people didn’t get what they want and what they wanted wasn’t for debate, why the hell should he have come and say anything. All they wanted was to just get to him and now the evil ones is just not satisfied that their plans didn’t work in reeling him out calling him soft. If he was soft as they thought, and had come out to talk, they were waiting to roast him. But no weapon formed against him shall prosper, and every tongue that rise up against him shall be condemned for he, Justin Trudeau like Solomon the chosen to build God’s house and God house has to built with love, unity and peace, not war and division.

I Prayer for my Prime Minister Justin Trudeau, Lord, he may not be a perfect human being, with strength and weaknesses only you alone God understands. You and you alone has chosen him for such a time like this to be Prime Minister of Canada. I do know you have a reason and purpose for him, so I pray for him, his family and all members with him in leading our country. Stand with him, watch guard and protect him from all evil seen and unseen, remove all stumbling blocks and obstacles and have your way with him Lord, according to your will, Amen!

Grant me steadfast and unwavering faith Lord, Hallelujah and Amen!

Luke 19:41 As he approached Jerusalem and saw the city, Jesus wept over it.

As I woke up this morning and thought about what’s going on in my city I myself like Jesus wept. Trucks came from all other provinces of Canada for an anti-vaccine- mandated protest. Two years of what started with Covid-19 frustration with health restrictions and mandates to be vaccinated or risk losing work or access to other services seems to be taking its toll on many people and their mentality.

Desperately people are trying to find someone to blame and pay for this pandemic. This is the reality from my perspective of this situation. Some are truly petrified for our future with this pandemic and some is using it for evil intentions. The pandemic is exposing a lot of evil the world wasn’t ready to recognize and except. In the middle of this crisis evil has been stirring. Those who has eyes to see, I pray you see and ear to hear, please hear. Not that I want to talk about gloom and doom all negativity, but when it’s the truth it either comes across as a blessing, or curse that can bring about fears, depression and anxiety.

If there’s ever a time we need to draw nearer to God, it is now. Psalm 60:11 Give us help from trouble, for vain is the help of man. There’s a lot of people looking for a hero. Someone who would swoop in and make everything better in their lives. They are voting, looking for a miracle with each person they voted in, only to realize, perfection come from no human beings. There will always be a disappointment concerning one thing or the other. For some people when given power, corruption comes. Praying for discernment from the Lord to know who to vote for, is important. To understand the requirements of what a good Godly leader is, “this is not hard, look at Jesus!” He was ONE with the Lord. The only hero we can trust that didn’t lie or manipulate us.

There’s an evil that is spreading from those who has an agenda, they work for the evil one, trying to cease power and control. Stirring up trouble for the vulnerable, naive, and lost souls. Having money once again is trying to corrupt, but the devil is a liar. Having God is greater than anything in the world, and He shall defeat all corruptions.

I wept and rebuke the devil for what he’s trying to do to my promise land (Canada) I am blessed to live in. The words used by protesters against my Prime Minister is nothing but hatred and disrespect. It is shameful as Canadian. How then can they expect other countries to respect our country now. This is not the White House insurrection Trumpism even though I know some people wish for it, cause they are sure trying hard to act out the part. Some of the protesters have nothing to do with the true cause of the trucking industry they are corrupters, hatred for other races, anti- government…using the platform for their evil agenda.

I wept, my soul cried out to God. I see rejection of truth and rebellion against authority. Now I understand why Jesus wept concerning Jerusalem. When you see a people that can be so blessed and lifted up, chose the dark side instead of light, knowing there a great consequence for their actions that going to fall upon them suddenly and the only help they turn away (God), there’s no other. Psalm 60:11 Give us help from trouble, for vain is the help of man.

Obedience is ever so important where the Lord is concerned. And thank God for Abraham who show us all that importance, and the blessings that flows from obedience.

Abraham seems to be a very loving and obedient man by nature. When his wife Sarah told him to sleep with her slave to have a child, his heir, he did, Genesis 16:1-4. When his wife once again, told him after giving birth to their promised child Isaac, to get rid of his son Ishmael and slave his mother. Being distressed because it concerned his flesh and blood son. God spoke to him and said for him to listen to whatever his wife Sarah tells him about his son Ishmael and his mother, it’s through Isaac the promise will be fulfilled. It was hard on Abraham, but once again, he was obedient.

I had thought it to be so mean for God, to say yes, for Abraham to get rid of his son according to his wife Sarah. Then it hit me, anything that is not in God’s plan or that can hamper it must go. The fact the Ishmael was mocking Isaac at the great feast given by their father Abraham. Sarah recognize trouble, the same conflict and issues she had with his slave mother Hagar when she was pregnant with him, Hagar who had despised Sarah, Genesis 16:4-6.

After all it was Sarah’s idea to allow her husband, for the sake of love, to lay with her slave to have an heir. It was selfless of her, because it must of been the hardest thing to do as a woman who loves her husband. Unlike back then, thank God we have surrogates and in vitro fertilization, because no way, no matter how much a woman loves her husband today she will not allow her husband to sleep with another woman to have his baby, especially an heir. Koodos to you Sarah! It started with Sarah and it ended with her. The Lord permitted it, because he understood her heart and mind. But there was very much hard consequences for her actions, she suffered.

Obedience, nothing like it to be blessed and highly favoured. When people see your life and you’re happy and well off. What they fail to realize is, if you live in obedience to the Lord, he provides what you need and protects you and your love ones.

When after everything Abraham and his wife went through waiting on the promises of God even by there works( planning and trying to have a child by surrogate). Remember the scripture declares faith without works is dead James 2:14-26 Abraham and his wife Sarah surely was doing all the works they can, even at the cost of causing themselves emotional pain. Then God asked Abraham to take his son, his loved child with his wife Sarah in their old age and the promise one, to go and sacrifice him. And with obedience to the Lord, Abraham took his son to sacrifice him, Genesis 22.

Was God being evil to have asked such a thing of Abraham? No!Abraham was proof that man can be redeemed from disobedience. The disobedience that lead humanity to sin(death). Now we can all understand why Abraham was chosen to be the father of all nations. God needed the bread of life for all of humanity (Jesus) to come from such a bloodline.