Called by God: Women in Leadership

I call it ignorance—nothing less than ignorance—that in the world we live in today some still believe, based on the Bible, that women should not lead.

Many point to 1 Timothy 2:12, which says that women should learn in quietness and full submission and are not permitted to teach or have authority over men. Others refer to 1 Corinthians 14:34–35, which instructs women to remain silent in the churches.

But that was then, and this is now.

If we truly understand the New Testament and the significance of Mary, the mother of Jesus, along with the teachings and actions of Christ himself toward women, why are we still clinging to interpretations rooted in limitation rather than truth?

Galatians 3:28 declares that in Christ Jesus there is neither Jew nor Gentile, slave nor free, male nor female. This powerful statement points toward equality in Christ — an equality that includes the ability to serve and to lead.

Jesus came into the world giving sight to the blind, making the lame walk, and healing the sick. He broke religious expectations and traditions openly for all to see. Yet while he worked outwardly in the world, he also worked inwardly through the woman who carried him — his mother Mary — even before his birth.

Just as sin entered the world through both Adam and Eve, who disobeyed God and ate from the forbidden tree, redemption came through the womb of a woman named Mary, with the support of her fiancé Joseph. This time the story was not about disobedience, but about submission and surrender to God’s will.

From the moment of Gabriel’s annunciation — “Hail Mary” — to her faithful “yes,” Mary became a living vessel of God’s Spirit. Through her willingness to accept God’s will, she opened a door for all women to stand with courage and faith.

Mary demonstrated leadership in her relationship with Joseph by standing firm in her conviction to obey God. She accepted the risk to her reputation, her safety, and even her future marriage. Though engaged and suddenly pregnant, she did not waver.

Through faith and boldness, she faced Joseph with the truth of her situation and trusted that God would make a way. She waited, prayed, and believed that the Lord would speak to him.

That is leadership.

Joseph, like Adam before him, might have walked away if it were not for God’s intervention and Mary’s unwavering faith. Unlike Eve, Mary did not turn away from God but trusted him completely.

Mary became a blessing and a model for all humanity. Her life teaches faith, surrender, resilience, courage, and obedience to God’s will.

Her conversation with the angel Gabriel reveals intelligence, wisdom, understanding, and deep spiritual awareness. Most of all, it reveals trust in God.

Mary understood her mission as the mother of Jesus, the Son of God. In a similar way, women who nurture life today — whether through birth, adoption, teaching, or caregiving — participate in God’s work.

Anyone who lovingly cares for a child reflects the spirit of motherhood, even if she is never called mother.

Mary carried out her mission with courage and grace. She faced the possibility of rejection, disgrace, and even death by stoning. Yet the world now calls her Blessed Mother.

We must recognize the divine design in God’s work. God formed man from the dust of the earth, and then planted life within the woman who came from man. Through that same design, God brought redemption into the world.

Through Eve came the poison of the forbidden fruit; through Mary came Jesus — the antidote for us all.

Without Mary, there could be no Jesus.

Consider this: God formed Adam from the ground, yet he chose not to bring Christ into the world in the same way. The God who can do all things chose instead to work through a woman.

Through Mary, God elevated the role of women in his divine plan. Women who accept God’s will — not only in bearing children but in nurturing and guiding them — participate in God’s creative work.

Pregnancy itself reflects God’s hands at work like a potter shaping clay (Isaiah 64:8; Jeremiah 18:1–6). During that time, the presence of God becomes deeply personal — spiritually, physically, and emotionally.

Men may plant the seed, but God shapes the life. God is the giver of life.

If women are entrusted, according to Proverbs 22:6, with teaching children the ways of the Lord so that they will not depart from them, then why should women not also be entrusted with leadership?

Men cannot bear children, and God has not changed the order of creation from the days of Adam and Eve until now. Yet through Mary, the position of women before God was elevated and honored in a profound way.

It is striking that in the days of Noah the world was judged when angels took women and bore children with them, yet later God himself chose a woman through whom his only begotten Son would enter the world.

The difference is simple: God asked Mary, and Mary said yes.

In Eden, Eve was deceived. But in Nazareth, Mary consented.

Even though he is God, he sought Mary’s agreement. That tells us something profound about the character of God.

What I admire most about Mary is that she chose God — whom she could not see or touch — over her fiancé Joseph. That is true faithfulness. That is putting God first.

Joseph, unlike Adam who stood ahead of Eve, stood beside Mary in fulfilling God’s will. He was not placed over her to rule, but alongside her to support and protect.

Through Mary, Joseph himself grew closer to God, especially after the dream in which he was told to take her as his wife despite her pregnancy (Matthew 1:18–25).

Joseph became not only a stepfather to Jesus but a faithful earthly husband to Mary, guided by God to protect them both.

He may have expected an ordinary marriage, but God gave him a greater calling — a test of faith that required obedience and trust.

Together Mary and Joseph fulfilled God’s will, succeeding where Adam and Eve had failed.

Both Adam and Joseph listened to their wives.

So who, then, is the true leader?

Perhaps leadership is not about domination but about faithfulness and obedience to God.

We should observe the relationships of pastors, preachers, bishops, and church leaders with their spouses. Strong leadership often comes from unity — like parents guiding a household together in love.

If a man can be Pope, I see no reason why a woman cannot lead.

Why should Peter, who denied Jesus three times, be elevated while the mother who bore him is excluded? Both were loved and blessed by Christ.

From the beginning of time, women have demonstrated leadership.

Eve stood before the serpent without fear and sought understanding. Adam failed to guide them both according to God’s command.

Genesis 3:12 records Adam saying to God:

“The woman you gave me gave me fruit from the tree, and I ate.”

God commanded both Adam and Eve not to eat from the tree. Adam could have reminded Eve, yet he chose instead to follow.

They were both responsible, which is why both were cast out of Eden.

Neither could lead alone; they were like the blind leading the blind.

But through Jesus and his mother Mary, God restored balance.

True leadership requires both man and woman working together under God.

It takes both.

Amen.

Better or Bitter: Holding On to Truth in an Unfair World

What Is Truth? When Doing Right Still Feels Wrong

As a child, I remember learning one of the Ten Commandments:

“You shall not bear false witness” (Exodus 20:16).

In my young heart, that became simple: Always tell the truth.

One day, the woman who taught me this commandment brought her mother to meet me. I thought the woman herself was beautiful. But as a child — maybe four or five years old — I looked at her mother and said plainly, “She’s ugly.”

I thought I was doing the right thing. I was telling the truth.

Instead, I was rebuked.

“Why would you say that? You shouldn’t hurt people’s feelings. That’s not nice.”

And I remember feeling confused. If I am commanded not to lie, then what is truth? If truth hurts, should we still speak it? If truth wounds, is it still good?

That moment stayed with me.

Truth Without Love Is Not God’s Truth

As I’ve grown, I’ve come to understand something I did not know as a child.

Scripture does not only command truth — it commands how truth is delivered.

Paul writes:

“Speaking the truth in love…” (Ephesians 4:15).

Truth by itself can be sharp.
Truth without love can be cruel.
Truth spoken without wisdom can destroy rather than heal.

Proverbs tells us:

“A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in settings of silver.” (Proverbs 25:11)

God never intended truth to be a weapon. He intended it to be light.

“The Truth Shall Set You Free”… But Why Does It Sometimes Bind Us?

Jesus said:

“And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” (John 8:32)

But if we are honest, sometimes truth does not feel freeing.

The truth that someone betrayed you.
The truth that someone you trusted hurt you.
The truth that the world is not fair.
The truth that lawless behavior often appears to go unpunished.

Sometimes truth feels devastating. It doesn’t set us loose — it feels like it binds us in grief, anger, or confusion.

So what did Jesus mean?

The truth that sets us free is not merely information. It is Him.

He said:

“I am the way, the truth, and the life.” (John 14:6)

When truth is separated from Christ, it can feel crushing. When truth is anchored in Him, it leads to freedom — even if the circumstances remain painful.

When Righteousness Seems Unfair

As I look at the political climate in America, I sometimes think about this struggle.

I think about former President Barack Obama and former First Lady Michelle Obama — eight years in the White House, careful with words, measured in tone, often appearing to “dot the I’s and cross the T’s.”

And then I see the turbulence, the lawlessness, the harsh rhetoric that has followed in later years. I see conflict, accusations, division. I see what feels like morality being dismissed.

And I ask the same question I asked as a child:

Why do some of us work so hard to do what is right, while others seem to break the rules and get away with it?

Psalm 73 wrestles with this very tension. The psalmist writes:

“For I was envious of the boastful, when I saw the prosperity of the wicked.” (Psalm 73:3)

He observed that the arrogant seemed to flourish. They were not plagued like other men. They appeared to thrive.

It troubled him deeply — until he entered the sanctuary of God.

Then he saw the bigger picture.

Lawlessness and the Times We Live In

Jesus warned:

“Because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold.” (Matthew 24:12)

When morality seems optional…
When humility is mocked…
When truth is manipulated…
When power appears to excuse behavior…

It can make the righteous feel angry. Or bitter. Or confused.

I have felt that anger.

It feels similar to how I felt as a child — trying to do what was right, only to feel confused when the outcome didn’t match the effort.

But Scripture reminds us:

“Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.” (Romans 12:21)

Righteousness is not validated by immediate reward.
Integrity is not proven by applause.
Obedience is not dependent on fairness.

God sees.

“For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ…” (2 Corinthians 5:10)

No one ultimately “gets away” with anything.

Does It Make You Better or Bitter?

That is the question.

When you try to live morally…
When you practice humility…
When you love your neighbor…
When you hold yourself to a higher standard…

And then you watch others ignore those standards — does it make you better, or bitter?

Hebrews warns us:

“Looking carefully lest anyone fall short of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up cause trouble…” (Hebrews 12:15)

Bitterness binds us more than injustice ever could.

Truth without grace makes us harsh.
Righteousness without humility makes us proud.
Anger without surrender makes us weary.

So What Is Truth?

Truth is not merely blunt honesty.
Truth is not merely exposing wrong.
Truth is not merely facts about circumstances.

Truth is alignment with God’s character.

God requires truth because He is truth (Numbers 23:19). He commands honesty because deception corrupts the soul. But He also commands love (Matthew 22:37–39). He commands mercy (Micah 6:8). He commands humility.

The full truth is this:

The world is unfair.
People are flawed.
Leaders will disappoint us.
Morality will rise and fall in cultures.

But God remains just.

And our calling remains the same.

To walk humbly.
To love mercy.
To do justly.
(Micah 6:8)

A Final Reflection

Maybe the real freedom is not found in whether others behave righteously.

Maybe the freedom is found in knowing that we obey God because He is worthy — not because the world is fair.

The truth that sets us free is this:

God sees.
God judges rightly.
God is not mocked (Galatians 6:7).
And righteousness is never wasted.

So I ask myself:

Will I continue to do what is right even if it feels unfair?
Will I guard my heart from bitterness?
Will I speak truth in love?
Will I trust God with justice?

Because in the end, truth is not about winning arguments.

It is about becoming more like Christ.

Wisdom, Knowledge and Understanding of God

I can only speak for myself. This is my testimony: God is real.

The Word says, “Oh, taste and see that the Lord is good” (Psalm 34:8, NKJV). What I have come to understand is that God is nothing like what we imagine. He declares, “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways My ways… For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways” (Isaiah 55:8–9).

We cannot reduce Him to our preferences, experiences, or emotions.

Scripture tells us, “For God so loved the world…” (John 3:16). He loved this world — this earth and all He created within it. Yet Romans 5:8 reminds us, “But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” His love is not based on our deserving it. It is rooted in His nature.

Paul writes that we are invited to know “the love of Christ which passes knowledge” (Ephesians 3:19). His peace “surpasses all understanding” (Philippians 4:7). There are depths of God that the human mind cannot comprehend.

And yet, humanity often misunderstands Him.

When Jesus cried from the cross, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they do” (Luke 23:34), He exposed a painful truth: we often act in ignorance. Second Corinthians 4:4 explains that “the god of this age has blinded” minds. Our pride, wounds, and emotions can distort how we see our Father.

But Proverbs 9:10 declares, “The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is understanding.” True understanding begins with reverence. It begins when we admit that we do not fully know — and we ask Him to reveal Himself.

Jeremiah 9:23–24 says, “Let not the wise man glory in his wisdom… but let him who glories glory in this, that he understands and knows Me.”

That is the invitation.

Not just to know about God — but to know Him.

If we truly desire wisdom, knowledge, and understanding of God, we must seek Him intentionally. Scripture promises, “And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart” (Jeremiah 29:13).

Ask Him to remove the blindness.
Ask Him to soften your heart.
Ask Him to reveal who He truly is — beyond your assumptions.

Open His Word.
Humble yourself.
Pray.

James 1:5 gives us this promise: “If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God… and it will be given to him.”

God is not hiding from us.
He is inviting us.

The question is: will we seek Him?

You must be lifted up in Christ

Numbers 12:4-9 From Mount Hor they set out by the way to the Red Sea, to go around the land of Edomite. And the people became impatient on the way. And the people spoke against God and against Moses, “why have you brought us up out of Egypt to die in the wilderness? For there is no food and no water, and we loathe this worthless food.” Then the Lord sent fiery serpents among the people, and they bit the people, so that many people of Israel died.

And the people came to Moses and said, “we have sinned, for we have spoken against the Lord and against you. Pray to the Lord, that he take away the serpents from us.” So Moses prayed for the people. And the Lord said to Moses, “make a fiery serpent and set it on a pole, and everyone who is bitten, when he sees it, shall live. So Moses made a bronze serpent and set it on a pole. And if a serpent bit anyone, he would look at the bronze serpent and live.

What’s really going on with the world today, I’ve asked the Father? After decades of fervent fasting and prayer the closeness and friendship I’ve acquired with God who allows me to question Him truthfully from my soul when my spirit cries out like Jesus on the cross, “my God, my God, why have you forsaken me/us/the world?” And He answers, whether it’s in scriptures, a song, movie, person, situation…or a voice inside my head. Some would wonder, “how do you know it’s God speaking?” For years, the discernment came from hearing, doing (obedience to whatever the voice tells me) and seeing (dreams and visions and reality) I’ve received the confirmation by His works. From Abraham, Noah, Moses, David, Joseph with the coat of many colours…Mary speaking to Gabriel the Archangel, we see examples in the Bible of people having connection with God; as I and I’m sure some others also have.

What’s happening in United States of America is affecting the entire world; especially in light of what it had represented to the world: “land of the free and home of the brave” “And this be this our motto: ‘In God is our trust’”. Both verses of the Star-Spangled Banner, the national anthem of United States of America. The United States of America was once a beacon of light to the world and is now in its own darkness. It stood as a fortress representing a lot of good for other countries who wanted to be just like them; when freedom, compassion, mercy, humility and selfless motivation began to reign, power and protection was given, by God. The USA had once let the Lord in. I say let the Lord in because God doesn’t just possess and take over; He simply asks or knocks. When He knocked for world peace, benevolence, diplomacy, USA openly answered. Called like Israel to reconciliation and repentance, they were set up to be admired and followed for all their gifts having been faithful to God. But like Babylon, the USA will fall for its defiance of God, luxury, greed, oppression of people, pride and self-exaltation and due to becoming the symbol of the wickedness and evils in the world, for the actions of its ruler and subjects.

The People Chose

Everyone ,

May want to blame the ruler, but remember it was a choice, your choice; whether you voted or not as a citizen. And for everyone who had chosen the ruler, you have a choice, knowing now what you know, to make the necessary change for the good according to your stance in faith following Jesus, knowing, “He is the way and the truth and the life.” John 14:6.

It is said, “it’s better to not know than to know and still make an unwise decision. For example, if you know someone has been charged or investigated for a crime like robbery, why then would you let them have access to your house, finances or anything valuable, including ethics and morality in leadership and governing.

We can consider ourselves lucky to be able to choose, via a democratic process (by voting), who we want to be our leader of our country on a world stage and not simply have someone who’s born to inherit the responsibility of ruling who also might hate it, or a cruel dictator who may have bullied and killed for the position. But we get to choose them on the basis of their platform; what they say they are willing to do to make our lives better, whoever can best represents us to the world, and help make our lives easier but let’s not forget by following Jesus. Let this sink in for a moment. And we got to consider how blessed and fortunate we are in the west. Let’s give recognition to the most popular, powerful and influential country in the world, the United States of America and its 47th president. Like the Israelites being delivered out of Egypt, for everything the people of America were blessed with, they still complained and wanted change and to make America, “great again”what’s the great again in the history of America? It was admired and envied because of its greatness, especially civil rights movements, and all laws of the constitution, movies, music, armed forces…the reason everyone from all over the world wanted to visit, live, take refuge and imitate it.

It is known that people from many countries and in the USA itself, including me, don’t like the way 47 is governing. It goes against everything the outsiders admired and respected America for. For me to have a clear understanding of it all, I had to take to the Lord in prayer and fasting. I remember hearing the 47th ruler was the Lord’s chosen. At first, I was very much a skeptic, because we all have a preconceived notion that anything to do with God has to come in the form of goodness. God is loving, caring and compassionate, merciful…anything to do with God has to represent those characteristics, but most of all, to be like Jesus. But a Judas is always needed to carry out God’s perfect will and plan for humanity. A Judas is God’s fulfillment and man’s betrayal. Luke 22:31 Jesus said to Peter, “Simon, Simon, Satan has asked to sift all of you as wheat. He assured Peter he has prayed for him that his faith won’t fail. But yet he told Judas, “hurry and do what you’re going to do” John 13:27. How ironic that Jesus who loves all his disciples seems to be showing favouritism between Peter and Judas. He rebukes Peter for wanting him to avoid his predestined crucifixion in Jerusalem, Matthew 16:22. Prayed for him and not Judas? knowing as it is written in the text all his disciples were going to be, in other words, provoked, tempted or tested by the devil to fall short. Jesus knew Judas was the means to God’s plan for his crucifixion. It wasn’t about anything else.

People are hating on the 47th ruler with good reason. He’s presenting as an out of control, “Spare the rod, spoil the child,” scenario for lawlessness and the undisciplined. The epitome of sin within all of us. The true nature of sin in humanity we cover up with religion, public facades we struggle with and hide from others. For some, it’s because they can’t be so blunt with their self-righteous goody two shoes self and other ethical, and moral standards. He dare to say and do whatever he wishes without consequences we sometimes deep in our hearts would like to say or do, but because of fear or we’re ethically and morally inclined not to, or just can’t. The audacity of a man to be so emboldened in sin and no one seems to be able to stop him has many people afraid. It is the fear of his unconventional actions that’s driving the world and his people crazy, because they can’t seem to stop him. But this has to play out its course. Like the crucifixion of Jesus, it was precisely orchestrated by God. This is the work of God, who says fear not, this is a lesson for the world to learn in obedience to God, what happens when lawlessness, immorality and undisciplined. Romans 8:28 “ all things work for good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.” I say this because, like Peter, what we’d want to protect or make good on sometimes is the very thing God, himself is using to bring about His will. Genesis 50:20 “you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good…” I understand that anything we see as evil is not always the devil behind it, or the person or situation is evil sometimes it’s God’s way of pulling out the good through bad, if that makes sense. The lesson is not how we perceive it, but the outcome of the Lord’s perfect will and plan.

Jesus took on our sin and carried it to die on the cross, that we may look up to Him on the cross and be saved from our sins. Instead, we’re still looking to sinful man and his ways which may seem glamorous, courageous and show of might and strength. A fool’s gold instead of the real deal. Man hides behind the true symbolism of the cross using it for deception and or manipulation. The cross is the coffin for the burial of sin, but Jesus is salvation of sin in humanity when we look to and follow Him; but most of all, without repentance and baptism, our actions in faith can only be deceptive. Matthew 16:24 Jesus told His disciples, “if anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.” A good leader of God’s people, whether it be a church, or country has to have the willingness to sacrifice personal desires, die to self for Jesus sake and endure hardship.

Morals and ethics whether faith based or not now has to be the driving force to anyone who wants to lead the world not withstanding of what is being perceived in the world stage today of leadership. Truth and righteousness stands courageous with evidence to injustice, provocation and lies. Don’t be fooled, goodness and righteousness have their turn to show itself especially after wicked and evil intent. How can we as Christians who read and study the Bible not recognize a Pharaoh as a leader when we see one?

The goodness of God is upon us, now pass it on to one another

A blessing as small as a mustard seed we are to share it from heart to heart with each other. I remember hearing this as a child in church. God is not a selfish God. His heart is open to all, the good and the bad. He says to those who try their best, to be and do good, “all that I have is yours already: the grace, power and authority…and most of all my unconditional love. To those who are bad, “seek, knock, and ask. I am your doctor, come to me for healing.” God is not seeking for perfection in humanity; we have to at least show some effort we’re trying to do what’s right. If you’re heavy laden with burden, Matthew 11:28- 30“ Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.

Sometimes we have to get over ourselves. “This woe is me attitude got to stop.” Many times it’s ourselves that gets in the way of God’s business. Humanity can be so nasty and cruel to one another, they hurt each other to the core of their being. As a human being, unaware when doing that to someone, you’re being a vessel for the devil, carrying out his evil deeds, especially unable to catch yourself because it makes you feel good. You feel good to hurt or see someone who has hurt you get hurt themselves.

It’s devastating when you’re pierced in your heart for your love by doing good for others or just helping out someone; following Jesus, doing good wherever you go. If you’re truly faithful and is led by the the Holy Spirit of God within, you can do like Jesus did and say what Jesus acknowledged to us on the cross and said, “forgive them for they know not what they do.” We are given great power, and that power is to know when to reject and restrain from using it because of the pain, hurt, and rejection for doing good, inflicted on our souls.

What do you consider as being good? We can be angry, but not sin, Ephesians 4: 26-27 “Be angry and do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger, and give no opportunity to the devil.” Romans 12:19-21 “Do not take revenge, but leave room for God’s wrath , for it is written “vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.” On the contrary: “I f your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink. In doing this , you will heap burning coals on his head.” Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. When we just can’t forgive, the bitterness, envy, jealousy and hatred has overtaken our souls. When we can’t get past the hurt, pain and the feeling of uncertainty of ever trusting again, because of the brokenness of one’s spirit, remember Jesus.

In this world we’re living in today there’s so much pain and suffering; regardless of the many advantages we are now capable of achieving and experience compare to our ancestors beginning with the life and death of Jesus whom had prophesied in John 14:12 “ Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever believes in me will also do the works that I do; and greater works than these will he do, because I am going to the Father.” And so far look at the things we were able to accomplish: medicines, technology, science and spirituality…we’ve come a long way and yet sin is still a battle we continue to struggle with, and can’t seem to overcome.

What is the driving force in your soul? Is it love, commitment, obedience…fear or hurt? Don’t allow your emotions to lead you. Matthew 26:41 “The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak,” Jesus said. But it is through Jesus our flesh is now made strong by the power of the Holy Spirit. Amen!

Easter: remembering the love of God

He came into the world to be the final sacrifice; atonement for our sins, lest we forget. He didn’t come to judge or condemn the world, but save it. Love, unconditional love and grace we’re not deserving of we are given through him and yet we still sin. The Lamb of God without blemishes was nailed to the cross on Calvary. His the sacrifice took place, as the angel stood around weeping, singing and praising him, with their swords drawn in hopes of no interference by Satan the devil who would try to stop him from fulfilling God’s will. Swiftly the Lord God lifted Jesus’s spirit out the body and he descended to hell; when the earth was darkened, it was because the light which manifested his presence left the earth for a while to show he was power and authority, the son of God. He entered hell dragging his light with him taking all Satan demons binding them and replacing them with the saints of God who was being held captive. The earthquake as the fight between Jesus, the angels and Satan and all his demons, the opening up and bringing forth the tombs and life of all the dead saints. The veil itself was a partition( division) of old to all God people except the high priest. Jesus has now replaced the old veil, becoming a bridge, a joining of both the Devine and humanity. The veil in the temple was torn, symbolizes Jesus spirit was actively moving throughout the world breaking away the old traditions for the replacements of the new. Through the spirit of Jesus and his sacrifice, his blood, accessibility for ALL had been given to draw closer to God to communicate with him. Jesus blood replaced all the animal blood in which the veil was darkened with. Jesus blood became the new clear veil, giving access to ALL humanity through him. Jesus has now become the true veil, John 14:6 “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” Having victory over Satan, conquering hell, Jesus had gotten the keys to hell letting out all captives Saints of God by Satan and his demons. The graves were opened and many of God’s people who had died came to life by Jesus death, and was seen by others. Though we were dead in sin, no matter what through Jesus life death and resurrection though we die we shall be resurrected through him.

I remember as a child my first experience with the season of Lent and its impact on my life, from Ash Wednesday to Good Friday; not eating of flesh(meat). It was a wonderful experience which came natural to me. I had no problem going without food, praying…better than Christmas, for all the present, I’d looked forward to it. I had prophetic dreams and visions from a child to an adult. Besides fasting, praying, abstinence and atonement for sin leading up to Easter, I was told we are to get closer to Jesus, and trace his step, and what I’ve learned is unbelievable.

Jesus told us, “ask and you shall receive, seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you,” Matthew 7:7. I have learned that whatever you ask, seek and knock, especially when it concerns drawing nearer to God, God answers. So in our asking, seeking and knocking let God always be first and everything else last. Matthew 6:33 “Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all things shall be added unto you.

After years of my participating in the season of Lent the traditional way I decided under the circumstances of the world we’re living in today I would still fast, pray, but I wanted to trace Jesus steps by drawing near to him in prayer and fasting. I needed to understand what’s it’s like to be more like Jesus and what I found out is Jesus never wanted us to follow him by being sacrifice on the cross, but to love, have compassion, help others in need, not to judge or condemn…and the knowledge to forgive when wronged. “The Love of God which passes all understanding,” To love, yet still, is the greatest sacrifice in the midst of hatred for no reason, falsely accused, picked on, disliked…I was told. My faith has to be in God’s ability to hear and answer my prayer, not necessarily my actions, but my obedience to His will and purpose. To listen attentively to His voice in this noisy, disruptive and corrupted world. Like Jesus in the garden of Gethsemane knowing to accept the cup and accepting it’s not my will, but God’s will to be done, Matthew 26:39

Hosea 6:6 For I desire mercy, not sacrifice, and acknowledgment of God rather than burnt offerings. We have to be careful trying to do God’s business in our own way and strength, for this reason we get ourselves into trouble with the enemy(devil). “We’ve got to wait patiently on the Lord who will strengthen us, and to be still and know that He the Lord is God: it is He that hath made us, and not we ourselves.” Psalm 27:14, 46:10 and 100:3.

In some ways those of us who truly love the Lord with all our hearts, mind, body and soul, like Jesus being oneness with the Father we also have to follow him in being in oneness with him. We suffer in many ways like Jesus for being and doing good. Not the good that is in our sight, but the good in the spirit of Jesus. We may not be placed upon a cross, but we might as well be for the pain and heart aches we endured for goodness sake. Romans 8:18 “For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. God never gives us more than we can handle, but the spirit is willing and the flesh is weak. We give into fears, doubts and the weakness of the flesh, in all temptation and provocation, by the enemy.

Jesus is all man in the flesh we can see, but all God in the spirit we can’t see. John the Baptist was the door to the kingdom even Jesus walked through, when being baptized by him. Jesus the key: the manifestation of the purpose and will of Gad; the living, walking manifestation of the law of God. No man can say it’s impossible as a man to obey and be subjected to God will and purpose when Jesus born of man has shown us it can be done. The excuse that Jesus being a deity made it all possible is lie, because we die and resurrected in him. Through him by the power and authority of the Almighty we can do all things in faith. We can walk on water knowing his hand is stretched forth to us if we believe and don’t even entertain in our thoughts of falling.

The blood of Jesus on the cross still works because every good deeds when prosecuted by ingratitude, for all the sacrifice it takes to do good for the love of God, like being sacrificed on the cross, many hearts, mind, body and souls are bleeding remaining in Christ, holding steadfast until he returns. In this world there are people of good character who follows Jesus wholeheartedly, truthfully, righteously who endure long suffering for the love of God. Following through on the word of Jesus to his disciple Peter, “if you love me feed my sheep, if you love me tend my lambs.” The blood flow has remained in those who are true to the will and purpose of God for ALL humanity as Jesus did, showing no favouritism of people.

John 3:16 “For God so loved the world He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life. This is about a world in crisis and the God send our light and salvation. Salvation has come (Jesus) and never left. We are the ones who drifted away, for our own will and purpose being overcome by sin. Once again the world is in crisis and we must remember Jesus who promised to never leave us neither forsake us, he will be with us even unto the end of the age. He’s here with us in spirit. I look to Jesus and he looks back with his hand stretching forth to me. The veil has been torn so we can all have access to the Lord, take advantage of it in these trials and tribulations times in the world. He hears and answers prayers so believe when it is said, “this to shall pass.” In everything there’s a reason for such a season, and in this time we are living in is for us to draw nearer to God. There are seasons we go through to learn, evolve, and shift…know that God Alway has a plan and is in control. Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 There’s a time for everything and a season for every activity under heaven. Amen

Women, God has found favour in you!

Woman define: “an adult female person” Femininity: the fact or quality of having characteristics that are traditionally thought to be typical of or suitable for a woman (Cambridge Dictionary) In other words the typical stereotype, to be a wife, cleaning, cooking, and having children. But God had a life changing plan for all of humanity through a faithfulness, courageous and strong will woman who answered yes to His calling on her life for His will and purpose through her.

It all began with Luke 1:26-38 The Annunciation To Mary. The angel Gabriel came to Mary and told her she has found favour with God. She’s going to conceive a child and call him Jesus. Now being a virgin, she ask how was it going to be possible seeing that she hadn’t been with a man. Even though Gabriel told her to fear not, nothing about her questions or attitude seems to have shown any sort of fear or intimidation. She spoke with Gabriel as though he was a normal person to conversate with. The most important statement Mary said to the angel Gabriel is, “Behold the handmaiden of the Lord; be it unto me according to thy word.” Look at the difference, God said King David was a man after His own heart and He sent Gabriel to tell Mary she’s favoured. This is a problem because it makes David to be more like God and Mary is approved. Do you understand the meaning and interpretation according to man? It’s making the woman inferior and the man superior. What a lie!

God is almighty and powerful. In Genesis 2:7 KJV He formed man of the dust from the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living creature. Why would He send His angel Gabriel to ask the permission of a woman to impregnate her, I thought. He’s God, as he pulled woman out of man by his rib, according to scriptures, why then He couldn’t pull a man out of a woman? Why did He not pull a rib from her also instead of the woman have to go through nine months to bring forth this man. It would still have been a part of her. He’s God; he could have done anything to create half humanity and deity instead of using a woman. I believe He did it because woman from beginning with Eve according to the Bible had shown true leadership and intelligence, hence dealing with the serpent and his cunning. She had asked questions to be wise and not once give an excuse for her action, but spoke the truth when asked by God if they had eaten of the forbidden fruit. Unlike Adam who blamed Eve in Genesis 3:12 “The woman whom you gave to be with me, she gave me fruit from the tree and I ate.” God told them both not to eat of the forbidden tree, Genesis 2:17. Scripture declared that Eve saw that the fruit was good for food, (she had began to show the expected role of a wife, in looking for sustenance for both her and her husband, while he slept) pleasing to the eye and also desirable for gaining wisdom, Genesis 3:6. Seems like Eve was the boss and Adam just did as he was told by her, disregarding God’s rules. God had called to Adam, “where are you?” Not Eve. Making it clearly understandable that he was to be in charge and responsible for his wife, Eve. “The last shall be first and the first last,” is what comes to mind when I read this according to Jesus, Matthew 20:16.

I believe Women through the conception of Mary can now stand in equality to man, especially in the fight against the wickedness and evil, of the devil. Through the power and authority of God by the conception of Mary, all women are empowered to fulfill God purpose and will in equality to man. Even if we don’t have children we are all Mary’s in making the world a better place according to will and purpose of God. A game changer, we’re all responsible for God’s children and creation. “I am my brothers and sisters keeper, nurturing and taking care of all the creations of God. You don’t have to be a biological mother, you’re loving, nurturing and compassionate…to others, animals, creatures and the well being of planet earth.

This one for all women who’s the matriarch of the family holding it together in spite of the trials and tribulations of family life. The woman that rocks steady in the face of turbulence storms in life for being what God has created her to be the feminine(woman). A woman was never created to be the footstool of a man, but his companion at his side, making them equal in fulfilling God’s will and purpose. The resilient, vigilant, strong, courageous, intelligent…and most of all, virtuous woman of God; created in the image and likeness of her Father God, is to be acknowledged and excepted as equal.

Beaten down, left to feel worthless and insignificant is nothing but the lie of the devil. When the Bible referred to both genders it says man, “why?” Because it’s always been about strength when it comes to masculinity. This is the same reason I believe man wrote or interpreted the Bible for their own will to manipulate their authority as head and subject woman as to be beneath them, always referring to God as a man. What if God deliberately created man and woman as parts of His/Her spirit manifesting on the outside as two entity, but together really is one in His/Her likeness. If we can only understand we all possess strengths in different ways, man is by how much he can physically carry and woman is emotionally and physically, especially with conception and giving birth. This is our ignorance, not understanding in the eyes of God we are equal. Unity is the greatest strength. We are Gods perfect fit puzzle. Not one part of our anatomy, especially for the purpose of conception and birthing is an error, everything fits correctly. For this purpose the man has a penis and the woman a vagina. One is a giver and the other the taker, but together when making love joined in one spirit this when the manifestation of God’s creative power is within humanity is expressed and revealed when conception takes place.

In retrospect equality for both man and woman is proven because they both holds the responsibility for sin in the world; they are born and then die, and through Jesus has redemption and eternal life. Even if you’re not religious, then think on this for a moment, can a man have a child without a woman or a woman without a man? How would this world continue to replenish humanity, if this was not God’s creative plan from the beginning. Just like the seed needs the soil and both the soil and seed needs the sun and the rain for to grow—none is greater or less, if all is required for the process of growth.

A woman should never be treated like a child, property or slave to any man. If God gives us the ability of free will where He/She is concerned, why then would any man see it reasonable to take this right from their fellow man/woman. God never created us greater or less than, but equal.

Thank God for the many women who in the past who has shown strength in standing up for the liberties and rights of women. We are not to be subjected to the one thing that defines our role as a woman when we are more. Being a wife, a mother, cook, cleaner… is not all we are born or labeled to be as a woman, when in reality we have been proven to be more, even being a wife, mother and homemaker, we are brilliant in multitasking taking care of our families is like running a big business. A woman can even hold down the fort in the absence of our husband(man). When a father is not present, either busy working, left his wife, died, went off to war…or whatever, a woman especially with children shows herself not just strong but powerful, especially if she’s a woman of faith. Her task for the day is never ending, but she’d get it done even sometimes with the tears running down her face. This is strength to run a house, take care of children and a husband and as in this present time the woman also works; making it even more challenging. Yet a man who has such a wife should honour and respect her especially coming home form a hard day work and dinner is hot and ready on the table regardless. I give credit to all single dads who now understands what’s it’s like for all single and married mothers when taking care of children, the house and work. How times has changed and still ignorance remains for some men in the treatment of women.

Look how long Queen Elizabeth reign on the throne of England without any catastrophe happening to her kingdom. No man can ever succeed like that, seventy years. And I remembered watching a documentary on her life, she was at the age of twenty-one when she said, “my whole life, whether it be long or short, shall be devoted to your service” and concluded with, “God help me to make good my vow.” She was not yet Queen only taken the throne at the age of twenty-five after her father’s death. Maybe there are other Queens in the world like Queen Elizabeth that is not known world wide, but her legacy in one that is written in the history books I believe for generations to come. Queen Elizabeth who was given the chance to reign, proven how the power of God can work through anyone, man or woman to fulfill His will and purpose.

Every woman still living in bondage of man, I want you to recognize that through Jesus, John 8:3-7 The stoning of the woman who was accused of committing adultery, “Let any one of you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.” Luke 13:11-13 “Woman, thou art loosed from thine infirmity.” The woman at the well, whom Jesus requested a drink from and told her he’ll give her water which will never make her thirsty again. John 4:5-30 Jesus may have walked with only man disciples according to what man has written in the interpretation of the scriptures, but these brief mentions of these impactful woman and the others I have not mentioned, are to empower the movement of women not just for the world, but for acknowledgment of the importance of women being part the integral movement of the Kingdom setting them free from the miseducation of the position women plays in our world as written and interpreted.

Stand up for the truth and righteousness of God.

We as children of God are to be emboldened when following Jesus. To acknowledge and be like Jesus when he said, “to see me is to see the father,” John 14:9. The only man who ever lived we should want to emulate is Jesus our Lord and saviour. Don’t you get it? There’s no other that can take his place as a true representation of God, we all should be following. If we’re following the way of Jesus, we need not cry, “peace, love, mercy, forgiveness, compassion, righteousness, truth…where’s your existence, or why has God removed your power. We are to be possessing the true power of God through our oneness with being water baptized, Holy Ghost filled through and in Jesus. Have you picked up your cross and began following him?

Why has fear of the worldliness now incapacitated our soul? Have we lost our zeal for God, do we no longer reverence him as our ancestors did? As Jesus had called to his disciples Peter, James and John to keep watching with him for one hour in the Garden of Gethsemane Matthew 26:40-45. Are we asleep now as they were back then in earth final hours as we have known it like the disciples after Jesus imparted the Father will and purpose. Do you feel at one with Jesus or an outsider? Then the devil has deceived you children of God. If you were not fixated on Jesus, and looked away for a second then and only then, you became vulnerable to the attacks of satanic forces. And we are under attacks by demons, powers and principalities, spiritual wickedness in high places. Those who has ears to hear let them hear what the Lord is saying in every situation going on in our world today. And the eyes to see, let them see the deception that’s going on also. Satan is not try to make the world better, or great. He’s out to gain access to vulnerable with sweet talks of manipulation and the evidence of nothing, but staged propaganda to deceive everyone regardless of intellect or social status. The devil is out to gain leverage by whatever means. We’re dealing with the Antichrist and false prophet on the world stage.

Jesus is returning, but this time we must prove how well learnt are we. Have we been following his Father will and purpose, are we truly on the Lord side in our deeds and action towards each other and all Gods creations. Are preaching His truths and righteousness; winning souls for the kingdom. Can you say with bold assurance, “I love God with all my mind, heart and soul and my neighbours as myself.” Jesus is no longer coming with Cupid on his shoulder this time, but with the sword in his hand, calling for all those who are on the Lords side and to destroy evil once and for all. He’s coming to separate the goats from the sheep. Whose side are you on? Before you answer make sure you understand what it means to follow Jesus and to fulfill the will and purpose of the Heavenly Father.

When contemplating standing up for righteousness and truth, begin with the Ephesians 6:11-18Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil… Psalm 27:1-14 The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life ; of whom shall I be afraid?When the wicked, even my mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell… Psalm 37:1-40 (25) Fret not thyself because of evildoers, neither be thou envious against the workers of iniquity, for they shall soon be cut down like the grass, and wither as the green herb. Trust in the Lord, and do good….I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteousness forsaken, nor his seed begging bread. Psalm 73:1-28 (17) Until I went into the sanctuary of God; then understood I the end of evil people… The Lord is on the side of those who try to live according to His will and purpose.

Whiles the wicked are emboldened with their wicked ways and the righteous is standing down. I know God has a plan. Though silently shackled and enslaved by sin, don’t worry, all this is going to come to an end. The spirit of the Lord is here with us if we truly believe. Remember Jesus promised to never leave us nor forsake us. The comforter, helper, Holy Spirit: teacher, advocate is with us. Do you believe?

The battle is not ours but the Lord, “stand still and see the salvation of the Lord.” Our fight is not with weapons, but on our knees in prayer and fasting. This is not a natural fight we are dealing with, but evil forces. No amount of diplomacy, love or a show of kindness will move this force. According to Matthew 7:6 “Do not give dogs what’s is holy, and do not cast pearls before swine.” This is what the fight is like. To win this fight we must stand behind Jesus. Some of us are equipped for this fight with knowledge, and wisdom of the Holy Spirit and must fight to prepare the way for the coming of Lord like John the Baptist.

Something is going to happen that’s going to leave us speechless, truth is going to be revealed. All this craziness is going on in our world is going to come to an end. God is still and will always be in control, lest we forget.

“Why Lord?”

As a child of God I’ve always believed in speaking the truth and being honest, especially to God. It was January 6, 2021 when all that I believed in as a child of God that should prevail in the representation of the goodness of God in humanity was ripped apart within my soul when I saw the insurrection on the Capital of the United States. It didn’t end there, the then out going president refused to concede and have a peaceful transfer of power. I watched the television in tears as the new in coming president was left without the respect of the former president in keeping of the tradition of a peaceful transfer. He wasn’t invited to the Whitehouse neither on the day of the inauguration in for tea. From that day I felt in my spirit it wasn’t a good sign; this was not going to be good, and things were going to change drastically for all humanity as we known it. The world was watching just as I, but I cried, pouring out my soul to God. What echoed in my spirit was all the people who were injured mentally, physically, emotionally and died, on January 6, 2021 insurrection and let’s not also forget the calling to hang the Vice president.

“Chaos, nothing but chaos, and the entire world started mimicking all that happened on that most heart wrenching day, for those who have eyes to see can understand the influence America has on all nations, till other leaders started to act like the former president. Everything representation of Jesus was removed and like the Antichrist (not Christ like) was now its replacement. So for me love was replaced by hate, revenge and animosity, no compassion, no forgiveness, no mercy, and as for godliness: a form, a pretence not a true reverence or fear of the almighty, we’re in trouble, serious trouble. And now like a domino effect since the year 2021 America consequences for not being able to keep law and order domestically because has fallen as the most powerful influential nation in the world. For all the calamity, division, and devilishness that has taken place in America between the political atmosphere, America has fallen as the representative of God and being united, I honestly believe. And it has nothing to do with abortion, or sexual orientation…but the representation of being Christ like.

Yes the incoming president is chosen by God for such a time like this the lawlessness of the world and the complete disregard to the teachings of Christ. The fact that all this evil has taken place by the incoming president and he seems to be untouchable for prosecution for his crimes, the real judgement will come from the God for all the world to see. God had closed day the door on this former president for a reason, but being the God he is, ask and you shall receive so the people asked so now they got what they wanted. I believe that the Lord saw the great desire of certain people that they were willing like the day of the insurrection to sell their soul to the devil for what they want and commit a catastrophe worst than January 6, 2021 to the nation.

When the results of election 2024 had taken place I found my prostrate before my alter in tears crying out to Lord, “why would he allow this, what about the children, what lesson is this going to teach them? You can break the laws with no consequences? You can do whatever you want and get away with it? Then why am I trying so hard to follow and respect the laws, especially your commandment, when today obviously no one doesn’t care about it.” The degree of lawlessness is rampant and I feel like a square peg try to fit in a round hole when trying to survive. this life. Not being afraid to die, I prayed that God would take me sooner than later, because I don’t want to live in a lawless world. I love order and peace, not chaos, lawlessness and I definitely abhor ungodliness. But this is the world we’re living in today.

So I prayed for Jesus to please hurry and come. I heard the voice of God respond to my cry. I was told to look up in the Bible the story of the bronze snake and what it represents, Numbers 21:4-9. The incoming president is the symbol of the Lord’s judgement on the nation. We the people choose those to rule over us who are just like us. Remember when the Israelites instead of God wanted an earthy king and God answered by anointing Saul to be the first king, 1 Samuel 8. Have we ever desired in our hearts any leaders with the likes of Jesus to rule over us? No! We want who we can identify with and who says the things we want to hear, the blind leading the blind. I get it, this is for us to see God’s strength, his power, will, purpose and control will stand regardless of man thinking we’re in control without him. I understand this is what we call upon ourselves whenever we’re drift away, far away from God. How well learnt are we? Has sin so incapacitated us that we have lost sight of the will and purpose of God for humanity and like Satan moved on to our own agendas. We can change all we want, but note God is unchangeable and we got to stick to His plan, not ours.

On this inauguration day my soul still quivers because I know trial and tribulations is to come like never before, is about to take place in our world. And I am completely walking in faith and not by sight trusting God’s will be done. “Help my unfaithfulness please, whenever my faith starts to falter my God, my Lord and redeemer. I trust you, but I struggles with man, and his intentions. I prayer Lord, may your continued mercy be upon all us wretched sinners.

Anytime lawlessness abounds, God has a plan. And everything is set in motion according to his plan for our world. There are too many faithful saints in our world, for evil to prevail without a purpose I was told. Our only salvation comes from God and God alone.

Change, it costs!

Desperation for change can be costly. And without change, many of us can find ourselves in a difficult situation/predicament, so change can be necessary to get out. Change can be profitable, desirable, and at times a necessity…positive or negative, all depending on how it moves us forward. It derives from how we are re-evaluating the circumstances and situations in our lives. But we can be blindsided by our determination, desire and actions we’re willing to take for betterment in our lives which is mostly predicated on finances, for our survival and wellbeing, or something selfish. And that very change we’re pleading for can come with conflicts, devastation, disruption and destruction of our norms, instead of the improvements to our lives as we so desire. Like a woman giving birth, with every contraction it’s closer to the final stage of birthing so change can be. We never stop to think, in our great desperation, what the consequences can be, weighing the pros and cons. We must think to ourselves, “is our health, wellbeing, the concerns for ourselves, others and the world we live in more than money, accolades and power and control?

The driving force behind change can never be simply because you have choices; choice for something or someone that sounds like a good idea. Change should be, because you don’t have any other alternative. If we didn’t have free will then Jesus’ birth on earth and all that he accomplished in us should have been sufficient for us to have changed from sinners to saints. No more living with this bondage of sin within us. We as human beings are resilient, if we set our minds upon a thing, especially in desperation, nothing can stop us. And when we had great reverence, faith and fear in God people got married and didn’t divorce back in the day like they do now. Commitment is what enables us to get through the storms knowing it shall pass, it’s enough that the storm is disruptive to the things on the outside, we mustn’t allow it to penetrate the inside also. Having many choices can only lead to greed, confusion, and or disruption. Queen Elizabeth reigned on the thrown for 70 years, no one could take her place and regardless things were good or bad she still remained and the people had no other choice but to accept the good times and the bad as she was still their Queen. No matter how bad things may get, it never lasts. Like going through the four seasons, we can’t choose the one we favour to begin with, we must go through the chronological stages and accept the change when it comes even if it’s not our favourite season. Sometimes we must look at life the same way. We must stop throwing in the towel just because we have a choice, instead of fighting to the end.

I believe the reason for sin being so dominant in our world today is because after Jesus’ life, death and resurrection, for some of us we are not desperate enough for that change to have affected us, we have too many choices. If it wasn’t for the free will of choice, Jesus would definitely be our only alternative, nothing and no one else would be.

Whenever we desire change without praying to the Lord, who is our salvation, provider…lover of our soul for what we so desire for in our lives, that he may send an angel or come himself, unknowingly sometimes we get exactly what we want, that change alright, because of our freedom to choose. And looking back in retrospect when all hell has broken loose in our lives then, and then alone, we realize, or should realize we got what we asked for, the change, especially when you had a quiet and peaceful life before. Believing anyone or anything besides God can be the answer to our problems as Children of God, is blasphemous. “Christian, we should know our faith always belongs to God, and God alone, first, as the answer to our prayers.” The devil is wicked enough to place himself as the answer to our prayers, looking at us as being so incredulous. He did it to Adam and Eve and yet, has never stopped trying, but Jesus came. We’ve got to acknowledge and understand God’s power in us, through Jesus to overcome the deception and lies of the devil.

Wanting change is good, but is it purposeful, or self-gratifying? Because self gratification only lasts so long before finding yourself lonely and empty. Purposeful: you don’t lay down to die when situations get hard, you’re called to destiny way beyond self. This makes for the understanding that what we desire sometimes, is not good enough for our soul; the reason it seems like God has turned a deaf ear to our prayers, really is him preventing us from a fall too hard for us to recover mentally and a brokenness that in the end we put the blame on Him.

If humanity can get the understanding our Jesus is the same yesterday, today and forever, Hebrews 13:8 If we’re in Christ, truly in Christ I believe change is not recognized or desired, it’s let it be and it is done moment. Change is a worldly concern. When God is all you need, nothing in the world is as relevant as people’s desires. You can live poor and still be rich, you can be sick and still healthy enough to be functional in society, blind, but see beyond darkness that there’s a real light in the world, deaf to world, but can hear the voice of the Holy Spirit in your heart and mind, lame legs to stand in the natural world, but running towards the Father.

We must put our trust and faith in God whenever we decide change is a necessity for our lives. God should be at the centre of our choices for change.