I am Empress, I am woman and I am proud (Part 5) The vision continues

Here are beautiful art depiction of the Blessed Mother Mary. She is every woman and every woman should want to be her. I see myself in all. We are mothers, friends, family and most of all faithful lovers of God, if you understand what I mean?

The Blessed Mother Mary revealed to me that like her son Jesus, she doesn’t want to be worshipped but wants us to worship God. She calls herself the spouse and servant of God. To see her is to see the Father and the Son because they are the same in spirit. Before she came on earth she was the spouse of God. Her purpose on earth was to have the Son of God. She was the Immaculate Conception born for God’s purpose.

Mankind must pray for their own salvation, not because God wants our prayers for himself or needs it. It is for us, prayer is to communicate with God and God wants to know our pains, joys, everything from our lips. But most of all he wants us to have trust and faith in him. The praise God wants because it is like love to Him. Trust and faith because when we fall, trust he will catch us, faith to not fear falling, for he will not stand by and let us fall again. We must believe that.

All religion, nations etc. (all people) must unite in love, peace, respect, and communicate with each other if we want to call ourselves Christians. There is going to be a division among the nation’s. The division is going to be based upon good people and bad (those who chooses to follow God and those who choose otherwise). Many will claim to be for God but will be turned away. We will look to the churches (church leaders, and members) for answers or prophecies but the answers will not come from them. The answers will come from those who are considered poor in spirit ( people who don’t necessarily go to church and are unable to quote the bible word for word, but they know God, they believe there is a higher power) who will pour his spirit on them for they are pure in heart. This does not mean those who go to church or those who lead the church are bad (not worthy). God has the power to put down the mighty from their seat and exalt those of lower degree. Man has been taught the requirements of God for generations. The churches have been repeating the same lessons to mankind. Jesus is coming without any more lessons he wants to know how well learnt are we?

All of mankind will have to obey God; the choice is no longer ours. God will pour his spirit on all flesh (people) not a religion, race, color etc. But all flesh (people) that we may know that He is God and not fear the earthquakes, storms etc, all signs of the end, but to have faith in him and call on him.

In the year 2000 the gates of heaven will be opened and Gods revealing spirit will be upon all men that they will push their way to get in, some will fall and be trampled. Even with all the technology, computers, satellites etc, man still cannot control nature ( weather, earthquake, sickness, diseases etc.) When all else has failed and there is no hope, who do we turn to? Not the churches, the government can help us. The doctors will see new diseases that they can’t cure, the old illness will be harder to treat and cure. More diseases will come before they can find a solution to the old. Know one would be able to help each other, from the mightiest of man to the lowest of man will have the same pains and sufferings. Your wealth, your status will account for nothing for all men are equal in the sight of God. Just as God son came humble as a poor man we will have to humble ourselves to one another. Humility, grace, love are a blessing onto man, hate jealousy and envy is a curse onto man’s soul.

Now is the time for faith and healing

Ecclesiastes 3: 1-22 (NIV) There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens…

The year, 2020 is a time and a season for each and everyone of us that we’ll never forget. We need faith more than ever now. When all has failed who else can we turn to, but God. Man right now to each other is like the blind leading the blind with this pandemic. We cannot get back to life as we’ve known it. Spirits are broken and minds are over loaded with thoughts.

The only way to attain healing is through faith. Healing is peace and peace can be found in a relationship with the Lord. To walk and talk with Him through it all, the pandemic, racial unrest, storms, the fires that are burning and so much more that is going on. God never give us more than we can handle.

1 Corinthians 10:13 There hath no temptation taken hold of you but such as is common to man. But God is faithful; He will not suffer you to be tempted beyond that which ye are able to bear, but with the temptation will also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it. (KJV)

There’s always a betrayer the midst, a Judas

John 13:21-27 Jesus knew Judas was going to be the one to betray him. When asked who was going to betray him, Jesus answered, “It is the one to whom I will give this piece of bread when I have dipped it in the dish.” Then he did and give it to Judas and told him to do what he must quickly. As Judas took the bread he left.

John 13: 27 says as soon as Judas took the bread from Jesus, Satan entered into him. When Jesus told his disciples one of them will betray him, in Matthew 26:25, then Judas, the one who would betray him, said, “surely you don’t mean me Rabbi?” John 12:3-6 Mary took an expensive perfume poured it on Jesus feet and wiped his feet with her hair. Judas objected, said the perfume could of been sold and the money given to the poor. Judas was a thief and loved money. He didn’t care about anything else. And for this reason I believe the devil saw his weakness and used it for his own purpose.

A Judas is an weak link in your midst. Someone who’s conscious not grounded at all. As the wind blows they sway like a leaf in their mind. They are always easily swayed. They are never happy with themselves and always try and play on both team. But there ultimate goal is always temporal.

Be aware of those who say they are for you and as soon as you turn your back they whispering. It’s their weakness and selfish desires that makes them vulnerable to temptations. So pray form.

“Depart from me, I never knew you” or “well done, good and faithful servant”

Chose the path you want to go. If you proclaim to fall Jesus (Christian), as a Child of God then follow, serve and be selfless. If you are of the world then stay asleep. To know God is to be awaken.

If we are awaken in Christ the things we use to do, we do them no more. Our thoughts, attitudes and way of life also changes. Old thing past away and the new has come in you. Who are you now? Hopefully not who you used to be, but a better version of yourself in Christ.

This week on October 1, 2020 got the news the president of the United state Donald Trump has covid-19. And much to my amazement I can’t believe the amount of Christians not people who are of the world, but follower of Christ, who wishes him to suffer, don’t care one way or the other, prefer to go to hell rather than forgive him for his actions and words as their President. They are so hurt about everything he’s been doing and saying that his ill health is a political matter, rather than a humane one. Yes Mr. Trump may have done and said somethings I believe only God could understand. Scriptures declares, “judge not lest you be judge and vengeance belongs to God, forgive us our trespass as we forgive those who trespass against us…”

Whatever God requires of us to do, we must do it like Ananias who baptized Saul the murderer of Christians, Acts 9:10-19. Peter’s vision, Acts 10: 9-16 “Do not call something unclean if God has made it clean.” Jews and Gentiles don’t associate according to the law. But God changed that with Peter. Regardless on how we may feel about the a situation, obedience to the will of God must always be our priority as Christians.

Matthew 7:21 “Not everyone who says to me, Lord, Lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven.” Just think for a moment, are you doing the will of the Father in your life? I truly believe that God understand the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. Not an excuse for us Christians to not try and fight against any negativity. Matthew 7:22-23 Many will say to me on that day, Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name and in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your name perform many miracles? Then I will tell them plainly, I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers! We cannot come before God in what we believe we’re doing is right, warrants his blessings. In other words, having a form but we are not possessing the true power. Don’t mock God, when you say you’re Christian, then mean it wholeheartedly! Matthew 7:24 “Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and put them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. This verse advises us about the importance of hearing and putting God’s word into practice in our lives as Christians.

We can be on our cross ( going through trials and tribulations) and as a follow of Christ look and say to those who has causes us pain and suffering and say, ” we forgive them, for they know not what they do.” And truly mean it. It’s not about you and what you may feel or think about the situation when hurt by someone to forgive them, but rather allowing the will of God to be done through your obedience to Him.

Matthew 5:1-12 Blessed are the poor in spirit, those who mourn, meek, hunger and thirst for righteousness, merciful, pure in heart, peacemakers, persecuted because of righteousness and you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you for Christ sake.

Fighting through the clouds of emotions

“What am I sincerely feeling, is it my emotions or that of those surroundings me?” Empath: An empath is someone who understands the mental or emotional states of others in a way that defileds conventional science and psychology. Empaths have the ability to sense the feelings, thoughts, and energies of people, plants, animals, places, or objects. In addition to sensing, Empaths absorb the energy of those around them. Empaths often experience stress or illness if they are bombarded by too many negative emotions. Empaths can also use their abilities to help others by imagining themselves in someone else’s situation and connecting with them on a deep level ( Urban dictionary).

I am an empath, I found out when I couldn’t understand why my emotions was all over the place and I felt it in my spirit it didn’t belong to me. You see, I know myself very well, I didn’t like the thoughts or feelings at all. It felt like being posessed and yet you’re aware of everything. It took mediation the anchoring of my spirit to release me from the entanglement of the world’s emotions. I say the world’s emotions, because what I feel is global. I can feel what’s going on in the entire world, concerning the weather, people and vibrations. I have yet to find one definition or explaination of an empath as global connection to everything and everyone. Not only do you feel it emotionally and physically, you have dreams and visions. Your spirit has no limitations to where it travels to get information. It does take toll on you physically and mentally, it is the reason for the majority of us have illnesses that cannot be explained or cured.

When people would ask, why believe in a God, have faith and pray? This is the reason, as an Empath should know the truth, for God has created you to. The world then some how feels strange, like being in a foreign place. It takes a solid relationship with God to keep you grounded without you freaking out by feeling the world is against you. It feels like you coming up against oppositions (like an enemy after you). You’ve got to stand firm in your faith to survive as an Empath of God and get through the clouds as you fly. You can’t help anyone as an Empath if you’re not discipline in strengthening your faith cause all you’ll do is allow others to drain you. Be ever so aware that the Lord works through you, not you yourself.

I am Empress, I am woman and I am proud! (Part 4) The Vision

I saw a vision of the Blessed Mother Mary in a boat surrounded by water. When I first saw her she was alone praying, then I saw her stand up reaching to the heavens with her hands stretched out as though she was pleading with tears running down her face. Then I looked to see what the Mother was staring as she was crying. I looked up and saw a balls of fire coming out of the sky burning up everything on earth; even the water was on fire. Suddenly behind the Blessed Mother Mary I saw a crowd of people praying. The fire didn’t go near those people.

The explanation of the vision: The fire represents purification of the earth, all the tornadoes, hurricanes floods, earthquakes, floods etc. It like an infection, which needs to be drained. The water on fire shows that nothing would escape the purification. Remember water is the element that puts out fire and seeing it on fire shows the hopelessness of ever getting the fire out and everything shall be purified. The praying and crying reaching for the heavens by the Blessed Mother Mary represents her intercession on our behalf (mankind, humanity). The crowd of people praying behind the Blessed Mother are all the saints.

All of mankind must pray all the time for our salvation, for the prosecution of man for his sins is at hand. Those of us, who pray should not be afraid of the earthquakes, thunderstorms, etc. Pray do not let your faith in God be moved.

All heads of churches and governments will be prosecuted for whatever wrongs they do. Everything in the dark shall come to light. We will no longer see men of the earth as, role models (Gods, stars) but as men (people) just like us with our strength and weaknesses (imperfections). God doesn’t want us to look up to each other (place anyone up higher than ourselves as a God), he wants us to look up to his son, our Lord Jesus. Jesus is coming to reclaim his rightful ownership on earth of all heads (leadership) of the earth. In other words He’s going to clean house (clean up all wrong doings, sin).

The Pope, Rabbi, Pastors, Ministers, Clergyman, Bishops, Priests, whatever men and women of faith are called. These leaderships are put in charge by God to watch over his house and teach his children. Take a look at them, what do you see? We see man who grows frail and old through sin, with no power; strength of their own. They represents us like Jesus represented the Father, but Jesus came in glory without sin and carnalness. He was born without sin. The leaders like us was born into sin and cannot carry our sins like Jesus did. It is because of sin their flesh is weakening. We as Christians are wrong when we worship any man as though they are God or equal to God. We are the ones that burden them with the weights that they can’t carry. A man in authority almost all of the time through weakness and temptation, believe themselves to be too proud and boastful (ego), sometimes forget that there is a higher authority that puts them where they are, which they must answer to (God). Trouble will come upon any man/ woman that is the head of God’s people (Governments, heads of the church etc) who is not following the righteousness of God. It doesn’t mean you are perfect or doing right thing because the church is full. Remember to whom much is given, much is required. This also goes for government leadership. “Woe unto those who take the name of the Lord in vain!” Exodus 20:7.

Pandemic and issues of the mind

Today more than ever, I’m seeing people whom once had the ability to display self control in difficult situations, who was so discipline in their behaviour, now losing control. It seems like everyone is so easily offended. The anger and outbursts of frustration and fears is affecting all our lives. We have been mindful and not take to heart and be so easily offended by others. We are all going through mental issues concerning life as it is today in the world. Some of us are unaware that even the media with the reporting stories of the Pandemic and Black lives matters, is having an increase affect on us psychologically. I watched a video of a black woman having PTSD from George Floyd’s death video, over being stopped by the police. She literally had a panic attacks from freaking out at the officer, she couldn’t breath. All the negative reports on what’s going on in the world today has everyone uneasy. With anxiety, depression, stress, and fears, everyone emotional levels are so heightened today. We have to get a grip of our emotions and stand our grounds don’t give in.

We are more resilient than we give ourselves credit. “This too shall pass” 2 Corinthians 4:17-18. People has survive world wars, slavery, and all kind of horrific things that made history. We shall overcome this also, and it would be our part in history. We got to reserve our energy and stop focusing on the negatives. I keep hearing this in my spirit to stop using up  energy on people who are not worthy and things that’s not in my power to change. You want to be able to save the world, but there are situations out of your control and those who are so lost and their disobedience is going to cause them serious problems. To me as a follower of Christ it seems to be a selfish thing to even think about. But as my understanding, it is not in my own power or strength I can help any one, I know the only thing I should do is pray for others. Right now we’re all in the water drowning and the only life guard is God.

We all have to renew our minds for the changing times and find our secrete place in the most high our God for shelter and protection.

The Lord is with me, precious Lord, took my hand

Art by Lester Kern. Rise up this morning feeling blessed, so blessed for being alive to see another day. To be given another day to fulfill the Father purpose and destiny for my life. I feel loved and humbled for He loves me, a wretched sinner, a work in progress and I am not ashamed. No one can be for me like my God. He’s so worthy to be praise and worship. To you Lord be all the glory and honor, Hallelujah!

Today I feel like I’m on top of the world. And no I didn’t win the lottery, neither did I get whatever I’ve been praying for. But I know the love of God and His hands is on my life regardless on what’s going on, good or bad. My perspective and purpose is changing as I said, “yes Lord, to my calling.” It is hasn’t been easy, this change, but faithful it will be done. I pray, “I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help. My help cometh from the Lord, which made heaven and earth,” as I press on through, Psalm 121:1-2. I am not looking at my victories that I have accomplished just to realizing it didn’t bring me the joy I thought it would. My victory is my relationship with God. The only thing that can bring about peace in life and assurance of better future to keep pressing on in times of difficulties.

I may not be rich and famous. I don’t need accolades of man to be and do me. A relationship with the Father is all that’s needed to be filled with all glory and blessings; favor in your life. With a sincere relationship with the Father, you would feel like you’re on top of the world and truly you are, because only God can take you there through strong faith and letting go and surrender to His will. He’ll take you to the other realms, like Abraham all the way to Jesus, if you understand what I mean.

“God is good, all the time even in the midnight hour of our trials and tribulations.” Psalm 30:5 “weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning. “ He is grantee to be watching over you!

Tithing, “should you really?”

Cain and Abel were the first to give tithe to the Lord in Genesis 4:3-4. Then Abraham Genesis 4:17-20, Jacob Genesis 28:22, Moses Deuteronomy 12, 14, and 26, Malachi 3:8

Tithing: ten percent of your income you give to the church. A practice as part of your faith. The first tithing was not money, but crop, livestock and agricultural firstfruit. It was a way to thank God for your many blessings recieved.

Today tithing is for some, to pay the pastors of the church, the up keeping of the church, to build a new church, and the list goes on. Funny how it had started out to be about God.

As a person of faith, I don’t define tithing as something I have to believe in, rather something I enjoy to do. I love to give, because of the joy it brings to me to see others happy. Making others happy makes me happy. I truly believe in my heart, tithing is to show appreciation for the blessings recieved from God. But in all truth, I can’t see our God of all creation needing anything from us, especially ten percent of our income or goods. Tithing is for our own well being as well as others. To make sure everyone in our camp is not in need of anything, like when God fed the Israelites in the wilderness with manner. We must all have, no one should be left out and have to do without. For example, you shouldn’t have a bill to pay and you can’t afford, or need food on your table for your family. To me that’s what tithing should be all about.

Just to think long ago the Church was so sacred that people would donate lots of money for the love God and all blessings recieved in their lives. Today the respect for God has gone cold, so cold that the love of money has taken over the churches that it sacredness no longer exists.

I don’t like when tithing is used as bargain into God’s good grace for you to be blessed or insurance not to die and go to hell. Tithing also should not be forced upon someone. If you can’t tithe from the willingness of your heart or the moving of the Holy Spirit then don’t. The Lord will provide all we have to do when desperately in need of money for your church is have faith and pray. It is written ask and you shall recieve, but first ask God, not man.

Freely give and you would freely recieve. Meaning giving without expectation. When you give without expectation our God who sees and know our every need and desire will bless you unexpectedly. A blessing as small as a little seed share it heart to heart.