Christianity, Judaism, Islam, Buddhism, Hinduism, Baha’i, Sikhism, Jainism, Atheism,Taoism, Shinto, Paganism…and the lists goes on. All of this for one God. I’d like to believe there’s many faiths because so many of us have a desire and longing to understand the purpose of our existence and who’s behind the creation of all things. Our faith (religion) is the answer to all our questions about life and though it may seem so outrageous to others or a reason for war, hatred and rejection. We all desire proof in the existence of God. We have places of worship like church, temple, mosque, synagogue… We can call it all kind of names, but it’s still the same things, for example what is considered the Sacred books such as for Christians the Bible, Judaism the Torah, Muslim the Qur’an and once again the list goes on. Just as there are differences in our ethnicity, so it is with our religion, but yet it doesn’t set us apart being human. We are all still human beings with one thing in common, we all die regardless, a fact that we can all agree on.

God is the creator of everything, and what if because he has given us the freedom to choose, we are the ones in our search to discover and know Him, created Him according to what each and everyone of us has experienced as an encounter, imagined or presume Him to be, due to our culture, traditions, and ancestry. We are created with different colour of our skin, speak different languages, looks different, eat and make different foods, dress in different clothing according to our culture and so on. There’s beautiful in the diversity. What if diversity is God intended plan.

When we judge and condemn one another religious beliefs, not one of us has the right or qualifications, but God. It’s Him alone who know the truth behind what we are all trying to do and be where He’s concerned. It is all about humility and respect for each others faith. We are all searching for truth and what if the truth is not in our separation of differences, but in the differences unified. And truly when thinking about it, all the diversity of faith just allows us to understand just how great and powerful God is, that He, Himself, who created all things is all things Himself, if that makes any sense? He’s creator and ruler of all.

I am writing this with the heaviness of heart. A good friend of mine I introduced to faith for the first time as a teenager instead of the normal things teenagers do. Yes, I have always put God first. Now after many years, found religion and decided to study, which made me so happy and excited for this friend. I am the kind of person which believe you can pray for someone and allow God to do His work in them. I never believe it necessary to use heaven or hell as a bargaining tool to draw people to God, “He is sufficient.” Like that of a life insurance sales person, “want to go to heaven when you die, then you better do what I believe to be the undeniable truth of God.” People have so much faith, but yet some how they believe God is incompetent without them. Oh how that is so offensive to me, because before you know it, unknown to their own self realization, they all of a sudden become God. Once working for the Boss, take over and becomes the Boss. This friend says to me if I don’t join their faith, I would be on one side as my friend would be on the right side and this person doesn’t like that idea, wants us to be together on the same side. The love is that we should be together, but look at the irony we’re both Christians. I could of understood my friend being worried about me if maybe I didn’t have faith. “What makes my friends faith more righteous if we’re both Christians.” I thought to myself. Even if I wasn’t a Christians it doesn’t make a difference to me. Whatever faith I choose has to be between me and God not man. “I have enough faith in God, that if I was to make a mistake, He’s merciful.

I am very apprehensive when it come to the faith that believe they are the righteousness and truth of God, join them and you’ll go to heaven, “please, they got to stop!” Truthfully then, I rather go to hell. Humility, love and respect for others, draws me to a faith.

In my journey in this life I have joined and followed many faiths, at a time in my life seek truth about God. This is what happens when you’re born of a Catholic father and a Protestant mother, freedom to choose. The one thing I’ve learned is that all these faiths are trying to attain the same goals and truth. Some truly believe they are the righteousness faith of God. The problem is I don’t know if to be angry or feel sorry. I didn’t even know how to respond to my friend. With anything concerning God, the flesh part of me wants to make its feelings known in the worst of ways especially knowing in this pandemic times emotions are so high like the enemy( devil, negative forces) is rampant seeking whom it may devour. I give thanks unto God that this was said to me while I was already fasting and praying about the times we’re living. And for this reason I wrote this Blog. The funny thing is, what my friend studied I had done it years ago and had decided it wasn’t for me, for the same reason she has now given me. Their ultimatum to be one of them was so against what I believe in and was searching for, “oh the arrogance!”

I believe that life is about levels, and as human beings where God is concern, spiritual levels of understanding we all must acquire to operate in faith. The higher we get is the more humble we become. And with humility, that’s when we truly possess the spirit of the Lord within us and that spirit works in love and respect to everyone, no matter what.

As I was praying, I felt the Holy Spirit revealed something in my broken heart about my friend and others like them. Saul who’s name was changed to Paul was also on the same side as Jesus disciples after his encounter with the Lord, but his past as a murderer of Christians kept him from relationships with some of the disciples. It didn’t matter he found out the truth about who Jesus truly is as he began to preach the gospel, he’d walked a lonely road without man, only Jesus who knew Paul was a changed man. Sometimes knowing the truth is only to be between you and God. Like Joseph and his family when he had the dream and David a young shepherd boy to be anointed king by Samuel and not his brother and he had faith to go up against Goliath, a giant, in the name of the Lord. But so much worst was Jesus who came to deliver man from sin was killed by the very ones he came to save. “So why am I hurt? Truth, it’s not about me!”

I woke up this morning and I couldn’t get this thought out of my head, “why was the Bible written, and for whom was it written?” I am aware it all started with Moses when he was given the commandments, God’s law for the rebellious people of the Lord, all those who was once in captivity as slaves to the Egyptians. They were on their way to the promise land. Was the promised land a place or a state of mind? Like the kingdom of God, I believe it to be Jesus being and his doing. Luke 17:21 The kingdom of God is within you!

If Abraham and all those before didn’t have or needed a Bible , but yet know and believed in God. Food for thought. Was the Jewish people new in their faith with God, or did they drift so far away that they got lost? I believe that from the beginning of time we are all God children and like Cain some of us struggled with the good and evil. And there are people like Abel who just knows to do the right thing without struggling.

My reason for thinking outside the box of what is considered mainstream Christian religious beliefs is, I am looking for Jesus. Jesus broke all the rules so much that no one except his disciples could of truly known that he was the true son of God, the Messiah who came to redeem man from our sins. Then I thought to myself, “why when Jesus was coming of age at twelve, his first business of the Father was speaking to the elders in the temple, but yet as a man, he didn’t include any of them into his discipleship.” I realize Jesus went outside the box. The people he had chosen to walk with him was not church people. The church people, they were the ones who continued to challenge his every move, and wanting him to be crucified.

It took Jesus death for those who didn’t believe he was who he has proven to be, which is the son of God. Even after his death some none believer as high rank church officials wanted to silence his existence. So we ourselves today who are proclaiming his returning, my question is how are you going to know for sure once again it is truly Him?Remember those back in the days also had the prophecy of his coming, but yet rejected him even consider him a threat and blasphemer.

The word of God has to be written in our hearts and mind where no one or anything can remove or deny us of it and its truth would not be manipulated or change.

I like to consider myself normal as long as I keep my thoughts to myself and hold on to some truths revealed to me by the Lord. The world is not ready for the truth. I often wondered, if I am the only one who thinks the way I do and feel about God. There’s got to be others! Thought is an energy and to me it’s shared through the entire universe. I’ve picture in my mind the thought process bouncing from my brain into someone else and so on and so forth. From a thought to an manifestation, bringing it to life. A knowing feeling of the realization that “God is” and He’s not just some wishful thinking.

My thoughts are so deep that it becomes my reality. Like tapping into another realm when I’d conversate with the higher being of myself, my spirit. And in doing so I communicate with God. In silence you can hear a pin drop. So it is to hear the voice of God, in meditative silence. Silencing the flesh and all that is distracting and noisy is Like turning off the volume of life so you can hear God. Life is loud and very distracting.

Eight month pregnant without any understanding, there was a voice that kept on calling. It was the tragedy that really got my attention to the calling voice. The trials and tribulations that I was enduring with this pregnancy was unbelievable. It was in a fight for my life as well as the baby’s. The dream of being summoned to the beach in which seem like nothing more than to go for a swim. But it wasn’t for a swim. There was a gathering of people and there stood among them dressed in red and white my granny and she’s coming towards me with clothing in her hands and then I would awake from the dream. Again and again I continued to have the same dream. So I told my spiritual mother who explained to me my dream. She told me I was to go and be baptized to save the life of my unborn baby. To me it seemed like nonsense, God is not to be sold like insurance for life. But the dreams kept on. In my dreams I would be fed all kinds of food, that when I awake, the dream was so vivid I didn’t feel hungry at all. I was told that I was being fed spiritually and the baby I was carrying was for God’s purpose.

Always wanted to have children, I could never have seen my life without kids. I remember going to the Saint Joseph Oratory placing my belly on the tomb of brother Andre, a known miracle worker, even dead could still make miracles happen. I was praying after being told I might not be able to conceive because of retroverted or retroflexed uterus and endometriosis. Back in my day it was believed by doctors that a tilted uterus might contribute to infertility. But today experts now know that the position of the uterus doesn’t affect the ability of the sperm to reach the egg. “No kidding four pregnancies latter.” Just like they had believed once a cesarean is always going to be one, and you were only allowed three, I had four.

It’s been thirty six years ago and I remember it like it was yesterday. Just as I was born (not by choice) and not made (choosing to follow) God, so it is with my son. The decision I had to make for my child when getting baptized at eight months pregnant help me to understand I why me myself was born and not made. Never was it confirmed, but I believe my mother, “may her soul Rest In Peace” have been in the same situation as myself when she was called by God, her spiritual awakening. Just as my awakening some how touched the baby in my womb. I literally saw a light coming from up above and hit me right in the stomach at my baptism at eight months pregnant and I went into manifestation. One of the mother I had not met before told me every day of my pregnancy I must read Luke 1:46-55, and I did as I was told.

Two weeks after being baptized I dreamt I was going to have a baby boy and his name was to called David, I was to look on the fifty seven page of the Bible story book and it will confirm what he was going to be in his life. Sure enough, it was the confirmation of his name to be King David who slayed the giant Goliath. This is so truthful that God himself allowed me to tell this dream to my spiritual mother so she also can bear witness to confirm it to be truthful before my son was born. We were never told the gender of the baby, we wanted it to be a surprise, but God revealed it to us all, way before his birth.

My son was four weeks premature, we both spent two weeks in the hospital due to complications. My son and myself was to die, yes it was that bad, but if it hadn’t been for the Lord! You see, all my life I knew God in my being and had so much faith, that the doctors telling me I wasn’t going to have children and I was limited. Sorry, but I knew God way before my baptism. He was the peace that kept me going even in my trials and tribulations that’s why being told I needed to be baptized sounded foolish. My fight has always been because I knew him so well, we were in a loving relationship that the enemy didn’t like. But I kept pressing on in faith and still I haven’t told all my story, but the fight kept on ragging and I kept on believing, like Job, till God has released and blessed me and my house. Amen, and Amen!

I felt like telling this now because yesterday that same child came to me and said he’s reading his Bible and want to be able to reach and help people today through the reading of it. For this reason I want to dancing, sing, worship and give praise to God.

No one should ever have to reach the point in their lives where being kind is literally killing you. This situation goes to show the kind of world we’re living in today. An unbreakable heart is hard to find in today’s world because we are all very sensitive and extremely emotional, especially because of the pandemic. So touchy, feeling, overwhelmed by emotions that’s breaking us down; mental disorders. The world is on it’s pinnacle of emotional energy accumulated by humanity. When the energy of emotions reaches such height war begins. The negativity gives ways to all the dark forces to enter and captivate our souls.

I have watch those who like to take advantage, use and abuse the givers like myself. I never in my all my life, help or give unto others for the sake of reciprocity. I honestly believe that doing good, was to follow Jesus, in which I was taught from a child. But no one prepares you for the sacrifice like Jesus, you would endure, “these suckers are out for blood.” They made it seems like you’d never have to suffer when following Jesus. You’ll be blessed, but what kind of blessing? Never had I ever thought or perceived in my soul, that hurt and pain is all part of it. I had refuse to believe that Jesus would ever allowed those who do right to suffer. “When you know right, then do it, I remember being told.” So all my life for peace sake, (to bring about peace and not war) I have been doing just that. Then I began to believe the only true happiness and peace I will find, is when I go to heaven, “but the devil is a liar.”

The truth is I know deep down within my spirit, that we are all sinners and none of us are perfect. But then again I thought to myself, “if I myself a sinner and is imperfect can do and be good, there’s no excuses for others.” I don’t believe that there are people who are born without a conscious, no matter how evil they may appear to be. We all are born with a mind, body, soul and spirit. The spirit if we decide by choice to turn it off, then we disconnect ourselves from God. And by turning it off means choosing not to believe or have faith in God. You can’t have faith and no conscious, I’am sorry. Even the devil showed consciousness when he went to heaven and asked God for permission to torment Job, Job 1:6-12.

No one said it wouldn’t be easy, but I want to go to heaven when I die. So I learned to humble myself. To give in to the will of my Lord and saviour Jesus. There was many times I fought with God, I had to remind Him, like he doesn’t know, that I’m not perfect like Jesus, neither am I of celestial divinity, just of flesh and blood I am made, born into sin. Don’t expect me to not want retaliate, or just stop being that way, because I can’t handle the hurt nor the pain. When you find yourself praying for the Lord to restore your broken heart, to nom it, so you’d never have to feel that kind of pain, ever again. That’s the kind of pain you give way to the devil in making you a bitter and vengeful person, making everyone the enemy no matter what. You should know something is wrong when you’re suffering PTSD from showing kindness to others.

“Yes, it’s possible that someone can hurt your soul!” And a hurt soul produces damages such as bitterness, hatred, and pain. God knows that’s why he says come to him and rest. When you’re in relationship with God, he’s on speed dial whenever your soul is in trouble he sends an angel( in the form a person) to says a word, or even give you a touch and whatever is going on in your life it’s come to an end. God is real! And through faith He’ll manifest His being for you.

It is said the Joseph and Mary was turned away because there was no more room for them in the inn. I thought to myself, “why would they be in need of an inn when Bethlehem is the birth place of Joseph?” Why didn’t they stay with family? Only logical, after all she’s pregnant. Who in their right mind would want to take a pregnant woman in a barn to have a baby, unless! Unless, could it be that back in those days everyone families had their own farm animals to provide food, like meat, eggs and milk. Maybe those who can afford it, had both farm animals, donkeys and horses for travelling.

My imagination allows me to visualize Mary returning home to Bethlehem with Joseph, pregnant and everyone so happy to see them. All families and friends gathered together and decided to cook and celebrate their return, when Mary went into the barn to help with the preparations and fell into labour or Joseph was putting away the wagon she rode in and as she tried to get out her water broke and immediately the onset of labour begun. Poor Joseph, he had to run off to get help for her to deliver the baby, after securing a comfortable place for her to stay, as the contraction was only a few minutes away before she began to push, or maybe he left her in the care of those whom was already there for her on their travels.

The stable (manager) does not necessarily mean that there was no room in the inn for them like some so called scholars want us to believe, or represented poverty, God’s humility. Yes! It is possible that a woman can go into labour whenever, wherever as soon as that water breaks. I refuse to believe Mary and Joseph at that time was alone and not surrounded by family and friends when all this took place. Maybe they were even there for a few days before it all happened. All we know is that they were in Bethlehem. That where the birth of Jesus was prophesy to be and there they were.

To travel from Nazareth to Bethlehem must of been far. For a expecting mother, it couldn’t have been close to her due date for them to have taken such risk without a wagon, just in case. They travelled in caravans back in those days, there’s just no way Mary and Joseph could have been the only one in Nazareth from Bethlehem, alone on their travel without company or assistance in the first place. But I believe they had more than that, they travel with angels watching over their ever move.

Who throws a birthday party like God, He didn’t wait till Jesus was a year old to throw a party and let the whole entire word know, His son has come. So over joy was the Lord that He invited everyone from the highways to the byways to join the celebration. It didn’t matter all was welcome when He placed the Star on Bethlehem in the sky to follow to find Him. Realize the enemy, with the Star of Bethlehem in plain sight, couldn’t of seen it to find out where the baby was. And the trap the enemy try to place to find out with his lies back fired on him (Matthew 2). Only those who truly loved the Lord was able to find the birth place.

“Why waist your time trying, just pray for them!” In my life I have associated and even personally know unbendable people. And the thing is, they can’t see themselves for who they truly are. In today’s world, psychology has give us a name for few of the extreme of them, narcissist, calling it a mental illness, “please, you got to be kidding!” To me there’s no difference between selfishly stubbornness and narcissism, seems to be the same thing, but then again I am not a doctor in psychology field. My name for them is unbendable people, no use in prettying up ugly. Giving it a name to me is like giving an excuse for bad behaviour. I guess there must be a psychological name for the devil also,lol.

This kind of personality where someone is all about me, myself and I, I consider to be unacceptable, especially when once we step outside the safety and comfort of our homes, interaction with other is inevitable. Whether going to work, groceries, shopping, doctors appointments, school… Let’s not be ignorant, the world we’re living in right now with the pandemic, shows us just how much we interact with each other that a infectious disease such as Covid-19 can reach to the East, West, North and South of the earth, affecting the entire planet. We must all be considerate and conscious minded towards each other to make our world peaceful. To know that unbendable people are in our midst and we have to be the sacrificial lamb for their selfish-stubbornness that only creates strife. They feed off the vulnerability of the good, taking kindness for weakness,to serve their own purpose. “That is ever so wrong.”

I believe they know exactly what they’re doing and we just fall for it, just like maybe their parents did. I can’t believe that there’s a diagnosis for such a wicked way of being and no cure. Whatever happened to the saying, “do unto other as you’d like them to do to you.” Come on, you don’t have to be a so called religious person to know that. My problem these unbendable people is, they’re takers, with no appreciation in return to those the givers. I know they know right from wrong, to me it’s all about if you’d let them get away with it they’ll take advantage. You got to let them know right away it ain’t cool. On the other hand, I do truly believe that there are those who can’t help themselves. But for those who sees nothing wrong with themselves, big problem to me. They are like the bad child only a mother can love, “too out of control and can’t be disciplined.”

I consider myself to be a reasonable, loving, nurturing, compassionate, understanding and giving person. I am not saying this because of how or what I think of myself, just repeating what people say to me about me, and with all humility, I do have a problem with it because I truly believe when you are taught right and know right from wrong then do it without looking for accolades from others. My reason for me to seem to be a hater of such unbending people is because I believe in Karma and I do have a problem with people who are takers and not give or even show a little appreciation, carry on like you are in titled. Another thing is, I don’t like to see others nor myself get hurt for doing or being, good. I’ve witnessed and felt the (PTSD) post traumatic stress disorder from being in relationships and the presence of unbendable people. The fact that they want you to bend to their will, with no regards to yours, and you give and all they do is take without meeting you halfway. “Blatant disregard for empathy, like they can’t hear themselves when they speak and do what they do.” You give and they take and keep on taking to fulfill their own selfish needs. Leaving you broken and helpless. The mirror of consciousness they refuse look into, because any reflection of their own personality, they can’t handle. They don’t get along with people exactly like themselves, to the point of resentment. I can’t believe this is! If only they can see themselves outside, of their own self the way others do.

Bending allows us to make the changes necessary for the betterment and well being of our mind, body, soul and all that is around us. Whenever you find an unbendable person stuck, leave them and just pray for them, leave them in God’s hands. Remember he’s the miracle work, not you. No amount of fasting and praying would help them , God has to come himself, trust me. Don’t allow them to take you down their path, because that’s what they’ll to you with your good-nature ways, which will only cause you to be sucked into their hell, along side them. They are way too unbendable for you to think you can straighten them up. You can only break them and yourself by trying. They are energy suckers, and when you’re finished with associating yourself with them, then, and then only you’d begin to realize how much lighter and refresh you feel.

There’s a time and a season for everything, according to scriptures. And we are in the season of consequences, consequences for our actions as humans towards God, each other and this beautiful world He (God) created, our home. We’ve been siting boldly for a long time in the season of truth, an awakening (nothing is hidden in the dark, that has not been brought to the light) pretending we still don’t have a clue. God is not going to summon the angels in heaven for service, like getting ready for a war because of few incidents of evil going on in the world. He wouldn’t freeze the productivity of our lives like the pandemic did to the entire world just because he can. There’s always something bigger going on that we ourselves are blinded, because of our ignorance. We go on about our daily lives, believing everything is normal as can be, except when the realization of truth hits us. We are no different than the people in the days of Noah.

Luke 17:26-27 Jesus declared, “As it was in the days of Noah, so it will be also in the days of the Son of man: They ate, they drank, they married wives, they were given in marriage, until the day that Noah entered the ark, and the flood came and destroyed them all.”

“Don’t get it twist God is not going to destroy the earth, thanks be to Jesus.” Whenever we’re in so much trouble, some what like Noah times, (meaning we’ve fallen short) Jesus comes, he’s coming again to finish what he’s started with us. He’s planted the seed in us (his life, death on the cross and resurrection) as in a the garden, and from the time he see weeds growing among his wheat(man), he’s coming to pull them out, burn the weeds and bring the wheat to the barn. “It’s harvest time!” For those of you who don’t understand the gardener (God) didn’t try to pull out (kill) the weeds (sin,evil) because he could uproot (destroy) the wheat (man). He allowed them to grow together as to not destroy the wheat when trying to pull out the weed. But once harvest time comes, the weeds will be collected and burned. This parable of the weeds found in Matthew 13:24-29, helps me with the understanding of why there’s still sin in the world after Jesus came and died for our sins. To hear that the weed will be burned and the wheat shall be gather and brought to the barn (heaven, paradise, kingdom), gives such comfort. With everything about Jesus life and his death that has been taught through the Word, And the Holy Spirit, the other helper, comforter, who is with us forever to guide us in all truth, reminder of all that Jesus said, testify about him, who will convict the world concerning sin and righteousness and judgement is with us.

Jesus is returning for all the remaining weeds in the garden that survived to continue to reek havoc on souls because of rebellion and stubbornness. The blood is still at work if we’d just believe and have faith, not allowing the weeds grow up together with the wheat anymore. The weeds is on his own to face the fire, so don’t give him permission to sneak in and plant along side you (wheat).

When I heard the ringing of the bells, two things came to mind, 1: the church, 2: school. This all had to do with humanity. The bells represented to me the calling and gathering of all the saints. Ephesians 4:11-13 Christ himself gave the apostles, the prophets, the evangelists, the pastors and teachers, to equip his people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ. We have been given a task to complete within and through us and every time we get off course, which is detrimental to our being, God intervenes.

Today we are off course, because the atmosphere we living in is polluted with negativity. The trumpet sounds in heaven to prepare the angels for service and the bells are ringing for the saints to congregate. There’s a change a shift, taking place in the earth since so many people went home all at once due to the pandemic. The amount of death, like that of a world war, is knocking on heavens door. Disobedience to God like that of Adam and Eve in the garden of Eden, and the infiltration of evil that wants to erupt and corrupt the world.

Jesus has already came and is to come again, (if not here already!) lol. Philippians 1:6 (AMP) I am convinced and confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will (continue to) perfect and complete it until the day of Christ Jesus (the time of his return).

“We better be caught doing the work, we all have a responsibility, Jesus is on his way.”

Sunday school had led me to believe that Jesus was lost when Mary and Joseph was on their way back to Nazareth from Jerusalem after celebrating Passover. It was a day on the path home they notice he wasn’t in their company travelling along with them; their relatives and friends. Jesus deliberately stayed behind. When they finally found him, he was in the temple and asked why were they so troubled like they should of some how have known he was going to stay behind, so they shouldn’t of been worried Luke 2:42–49.

It wasn’t about Jesus being lost, because he wasn’t lost, scriptures declared he stayed behind, willingly. His poor parents first encounter of what we called today puberty, Jesus maturing into his divinity, calling. Moving away from their nurturing, guidance and protection into the oneness with his Father. Any parents can identify with Mary and Joseph concern and fear over his disappearance. It’s a parent worst nightmare, after all he was their child regardless of his divinity. A natural parental instincts.

This was the first time anything concerning Jesus wasn’t declared to Mary and Joseph by the Guardian angel. Everything from his birth until then was told and explained to them, orchestrated by God himself for all their lives to work together in one accord for His purpose. They knew when to move and when was to stand still to protect Jesus from the powers and principalities, spiritual wickedness in high places in the world, (the devil) and all manner of his evil. Matthew 1:18-25 Joseph was afraid to marry Mary when he found out she was pregnant and in a dream the angel spoke to him and they had to fled to Egypt until King Herod had died, who wanted to kill the baby Jesus, Matthew 2:13. They were always told of impending danger.

Both Jesus parent, Mary and Joseph were being weaned off him in sense. Like a mother weaning her baby off her breast, teaching him or her to rely on solid food and bottle milk instead. I think of it more like letting go of that great desire to be so intimate and close. Being independent and self sufficient. Jesus flipped the script he was weaning them in his actions unknowingly, lol.

I could just imagine the profound impact on both Jesus and his parents in the realization of him being away from them, the emotional implications of their heart and mind. he must of come to the realization of how much it frightened and hurt them to think maybe something bad might of happened to him. When Jesus had replied to them in an nonchalant way it must of been the love that radiated through their question to him, filled his soul and awakened the emotional part of humanity within him, after all his is divinity manifested probably doesn’t understand there logic of them being so concerned. As God had blown the breath of life into humanity, both Mary and Joseph love for Jesus when finally found him and reconnected was like that same breath in the form of love and his human heart came baring it’s self to the forefront for the first time.

Keep in mind our child like innocence is gone once we’ve reached a certain age and for me I understand it to be at puberty, we start to transform to adolescent. Jesus was grown now, even from his parents and we can see it in his response. After all Luke 2:40 Says, the child grew and became strong; he was filled with wisdom, and the grace of God was on him.

Cambridge English Dictionary: Unable to move, or set in a particular position, place, or way of thinking. To have to deal with someone or something unpleasant because you have no choice or because no one else wants to. Unable to change a situation.

People on the outside makes it seem so easy to get loose,when you’re stuck physically or emotionally. Pain, whether physical or emotional is the greatest obstacle in our ability to get unstuck. It is there to continue to remind us we can’t get pass it, like the nagging voice of the enemy in your ear. It takes recognition of what’s happening in you and to you for you to break free. The mind is a powerful tool if you have control. We battle with the negative and positive in it. We are stuck whenever we lose energy, especially spiritual energy in your soul, so we feel drained, like our life force (spirit) is diminishing within. No one else but you have to find the mindset to break yourself free. People can be there to encourage and direct you in the form of counselling and teaching. The counselling and teaching is like water and you the seed in the ground to help you grow.

If we can’t fight to stand up to the enemy within ourselves, a breakthrough will be very difficult. For some Psychologically we don’t really want to be lose, because being lose means we must face reality, confront our fears. We are stuck at times because of negative forces. In our world there are opposition that comes up against. We exist in the negative and positive, good and evil, truth and lies, the sun and moon, day and the night, right and wrong, life and death…struggles.

Mental issues occur whenever opposition enters the soul. We were never meant to be stuck. But like wall of glass that is so clean and clear you walk right up against it like an unforeseen force. Tapping into our inner strength in the times of weak is vital to get lose, but it takes discipline of mind to enable us. You may look at others who make it seem easy. The truth is it can be very difficult to get free, because it takes time and a lot of determination. Like a thirst or hunger that’s how much you must want to get unstuck.

Don’t be fooled, everyone at one point in time or the other has experienced what’s it’s like to be stuck. When you have faith, a form of belief system in a higher power than yourself, being stuck is only temporary then faith can breaks you free.