I know now who I am in Him, my God. Every faithful woman is a queen, once you truly know who you are and to whom you belong. We are all Marie’s like the virgin Mary the mother of Jesus. When you are called into service of the Lord, no matter what your servitude may be, like to have children, (divine children) are children born specifically for the purpose of God by a miracle like Isaac, Samuel, and Jesus, adopt, take care of foster children, be a nurse for the sick, elderly, homeless and dying. A calling to be a nurture in the spirit like Mother Theresa and so many women in the past as well as today. A world changer especially caring for those who are less fortunate. The chosen women of God.

Twenty-six years ago on a retreat I had a what I call The Vision of Love. The Blessed Virgin Mary, mother of Jesus came to me. Faith follower of the Pentecostal church who was taught Jesus is the only way to heaven and God, no others and I believed it strongly. The Catholic faith is idolatry all abomination according to the gospel in the book of Acts. So Mary meant nothing besides being the mother of Jesus. And so it was in my heart, no importance just a woman. The retreat I attended had others I didn’t know personally, some were there for the same reason I was and others were there to be like nurses to help us on this divine experience. And there was this one woman one night called Mommsey, I remember being very much annoyed by her repeatedly saying this unfamiliar pray about Mary. I thought to myself of the scripture I’ve learned in the Pentecostal church, no one goes to the father except through Jesus. He’s the way the truth and the life, John 14:6. I was praying she’d stop this abomination, it was affecting my peace. It really disturb me so much that I believed it was part of the devil way to block me from my spiritual path I was on.

It was sometime at night while asleep, I dreamth myself and the other women were in a cave and we were all dying. Dressed in all white we were glowing bright and then dimming back to normal. But every time we’d dimmed back to normal light you can see our skeleton glowing through the white of our clothing. It was like lightening flashing on and off. I could see myself outside of my body looking at what’s happening to me and then suddenly the light in me brightened so much it ripped through my flesh and came through the center of my chest and I died. I knew I died because I was floating, it felt like my body was floating up, all the way into the darkness of space towards the stars in the night sky. Then I heard a voice calling out to me to take as many souls up with me from in the darkness that is on earth and there was millions of people crying and reach out to me and I tried with all my might to grab hold to as much people as I can. I was heading straight up to the sun, I could feel the warmth of the wind like a cool summers day breeze on my cheeks as I ascends further, then there she was, out of no were, she just appeared in the most beautiful, loving, peaceful and inviting rays of light. Actually she was the light herself. With no color tone she looked like someone took light and shape it into the form of a woman. She was glowing, dress in the colors of the sky, blue and white. Like Paul on Damascus road when thrown off his house by a bright light, the same happened to me, all the people I brought with me out of the darkness disappeared and it was just us both. She spoke to me telepathically and from then till now my life has changed drastically and to this day I haven’t ever been the same..

See the crown in this picture, I had my little brother an aspiring artists twenty-six years ago drew the crown according to my description. He came close, but Her crown was made of gold and diamond unlike anything you’d ever see in this world. She took it off her head and give it to me. Makes me cry every time I think of it, because I wasn’t  worthy of it at all, especially the way I felt about her.  But she said I am her and then continue by handing over her baby that was in her arms and charged me to take care of him. The baby was Jesus and I felt like I had the whole world in my arms. And I will end here because this is a very long story, lol.

The three parts of the crown signifies: (1) The cross on the crown mean, as a mother Mary herself endured every suffering, every demonic attacks by the enemy concerning her faith. She stood her grounds overcame it through faith. She bares the cross for all mankind like her son Jesus. What mother can stand by and watch her child she love brutally beaten and killed by people he help and love.

(2) The crown of the earth represents the key given to Jesus’s disciples of what you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven and what you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven, Matthew 16:19. Mother Mary was also a given the same key for her faithfulness and leadership to her son’s friends who she was now left to be their mother also.

(3) The crown of  heaven is the unity (oneness) with God. A relationship like no other. This relationship grantees guidance, protection, love, peace, healing, comfort in the time of trouble, and it goes on with so much blessings.