The devil knows that God would not stand by and watch his faithful servants be touched or moved by him. He will go before God like in Job (Job 1:6 One day the angels came to present themselves before the Lord, and Satan also came with them.) and says, “well he or she allowed me to.” Stand your grounds, know who you truly are in Christ. What Jesus allowed the devil to put him through to fulfill his purpose for sure he would not allow you. Jesus overcame the devil so through Him we can. James 4:7 Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. God knows all our weaknesses as humans. The devil will always be try to break us, but through God we have the victory.

God said all he required of me was to stand. It’s not about how good I was and all the right things I’ve done and said. Life is being able to stand when the going gets ruff and not giving up faith or hope in the process. Be bold enough to know regardless of what happens or whatever I have done good or bad I am forgiven and loved like the parable of the prodigal son as long as I have really tried in all sincerity. Come to myself in the realization that all things about life leads us back to truth and the truth is where love can be found, and God is love and truth.

There are times my head hurts so much till it feels like my thoughts is hurting me like a very bad migraine. When the Holy spirit spoke to me and said, “be still, this is not the devil you are wrestling against. It’s the spirit trying to come forth as ruler of the mind, body and soul, but the flesh is resisting.” When I began to preach the painful headache leaves.

Like Jesus I am also a medium, but I don’t speak to the dead, the spirit of people who died, I speak to the living. “Who’s the living you ask?” The risen Prophet, Priest and King, Jesus and all who follows him that he spoke of in John 14:2 “In my Father’s house are many mansion, if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.” God is not about the after life, but life itself. He’s about everything, past, present,future and eternity. Humanity deals with the after life because our bodies ( flesh) which doesn’t last forever dies.

Jesus was the very first medium able to communicate with the heavenly realm in his human form for guidance from the Father, (his spirit self to confer the salvation of man), restoration ( the constant renewing of his strength when virtue kept leaving his physical human body with all the works he was doing on earth) and he also was directing and controling the works of angels in heaven as well as their works with and for him on the earth and the whole universe. Jesus didn’t need to speak to the dead he wasn’t that kind of medium. He knew the past, present and future, he created it, John 1:1 “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” Revelation 1:8 “I am the Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End,” says the Lord, “who is and who was and who is to come, the Almighty.”

Jesus could speak to the living, the dead, whosoever, or whatsoever he will. He was not like what we define as a psychic medium. He is completely different even though mystical as we understand it to be, his ways is not that of ours. Though we are alive, yet we all were dead because of sin. So in some way he was speaking to the dead, lol. Being a medium like Jesus give you unlimited access to heavenly realms, crossing into the dimensions which gives the abilities to do all impossible and supernatural

The devil duplicates the abilities of God to deceive and manipulate us humans away from Him. Like the practice of divination, Deuteronomy 18:10 There shall not be found among you anyone who burns his son or his daughter as an offering, anyone who practices divination or tells fortunes or interprets omens, or a sorcerer. Doesn’t all this sounds simular to a prophets of God, except the killing of son or daughter? God who created everything is in control of it all, even the devil himself. He can’t deceive or manipulate God. God is aware of all the devil wicked attempts towards us through Jesus our mediator. We can’t allow the devil access in our lives, we must discern and resist him according to scriptures.

God is the God of the living not the dead. Mark 12:27 He’s not the God of the dead, but the God of the living.”

I told God, I don’t want to be famous. I would love to help others, be a servant no problem. Lord knows I’ve got issues. I will cry with and for you, but break my heart, unlike Jesus to whom I pray to be so much more like, I would…Oh, Lord please help me. I will stay behind-the-scenes, thank you very much. After all it’s for “HIS” glory, not my own. I am a work in progress and not ashamed. Confession is good for the soul!

There are some people that can say and do things that makes you forget you’re a Christian, I call the agents of Satan. They provoke me enough to put God down and pick the devil up and come after them, if you understand what I mean. I am keeping it real as can be. I should know and do better, but my excuse is I am not perfect, only human. Lord know I desperately need Him every minute and every hour of my life. Like Paul, 2 Corinthians 12:7-9 My weakness of mind is my thorn.

I could just bet that Jesus going anywhere or doing anything without the consent of his mother Mary ended when he told her at the age of twelve after being lost for three days, Luke 2:41-52 “Why were you searching for me?” he asked. “Didn’t you know I had to be in my Father’s house?”

To everyone who’s very faithful would see his saying as being very powerful which it is, but to a worried loving mother (parent) I don’t care if you’re Divinity that action especially as a young child needs to be address with discipline of correction so it will never happen again, sorry, but not sorry!

Now at the wedding of Cana John 2:1-12 Mary told Jesus they were out of wine. Jesus then said to her ” my hour has not yet come.” Then Mary said to the servants, “Do whatever he tells you.” Jesus without arguments did according to what his mother asked. He saw the water jars and told the servants to fill it with water.

Mary not even for a moment did she in anyways seemed to be concerned that Jesus wasn’t going to comply. Jesus is now matured, but like an innocent child, did what he was told by his mother. In all this Mary proved to us that she was well aware of Jesus’s abilities ever since the finding of him in the temple at twelve, after being lost for three days. I thought was Mary then being prepared by God for Jesus destiny. He was going to be dead for three days then resurrected, as he was lost and after three days found.

Mary knew Jesus was gifted and definitely anointed and could do all sorts of miracles, otherwise she wouldn’t of told Jesus about the wine. She was teaching him how and when to use his gift in helping others. Mary wasn’t the hostess of the wedding was she? Nor was it mention if it was family, friend, or acquaintance wedding. If anything we saw her personality, her care and concern for others why God may have chosen her to be Jesus mother and not just the fact she was a virgin.

The dream: “My Lord, why does scriptures says, you are the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end?” “Because I am. I sit in the middle of the universe. The reason being, so I can stretch forth my hands to easily reach each and everyone of the creations.” So, what you’re saying is your at the top, bottom and the middle? “Yes, three in one and one in three.”

I saw a vision of what thoughts are like, and it’s like clear balloons floating around our heads with word in them. We can chose to catch and hold on or dismiss them as they’d float away. They only burst is as we hold on to them and absorb them in our concious.

Forgiveness, confessions and truth is to be liberated. Obedience, repentance, prayer and worship is to communicate, to form a relationship with the Lord. God doesn’t need anything from us. Everything we are oblige to do is for our own well being.

Jesus spittle mixed with dirt heal the blind man, John 9:6 He spit on the ground made some mud with the saliva and put it on the man’s eyes. Jesus stooped down and wrote on the ground as the scribes and the pharisees brought to him a woman caught in the act of adultery, John 8:3-9.

Jesus uses the clay(ground, dirt) mixed with his spit to heal the blind man because the flesh ( Genesis 2:7) is of the earth and we all understand just as God breath the breath of life into us Jesus spittle became the same. Like being baptized is to be reborn (renew) so was spittle and clay for the blind man eyes so he can see. Jesus focus was on what the eyes sees the heart grieve for, so he want us to keep our eyes on the things of God and his righteousness and salvation for us. The sins in man had the blind man bound. God delivers us out of the dark so we can trust, believe and depend only on his light to guides us through.

When Jesus stooped down and wrote on the ground pertaining to the woman who committed adultery he knew the thought of the Scribes and Pharisee it was the first time Jesus publicly went into the spiritual realm to block out the thoughts and sinful intentions of the enemy. Jesus went into spiritual battle on the ground. Jesus writting on the ground also was to do that which was told to man in Genesis 2:28, be fruitful and mutiply ( his disciples he made fishers of man was his fruits) replenish the earth ( his life and death, replenish) subdue it ( that’s what he was doing when he stooped down and wrote, he was subduing the earth and taking full control) and have dominion over the fish of the sea, over every living things that moves upon the earth.

24/7 why do we feel the need to work such long hours making money? Our well being physically, emotionally and spiritually is worth more than money. The Lord give us the Sabbath for rest, Exodus 20:9-11 Six days you shall labor, and do all your work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath to the Lord your God. On it you shall not do any work. God rested on the Sabbath day after creating the heaven and the earth blessed it and made it holy. If God can take rest, who do we think we are?

Resting is to enable us to restore virtue in our spirit, mind and body. Connect to God through prayer, worshop and praise is like the fuel (energy) to get our spirit, mind and body rejuvenated. The devil is a lie when he’ll convince you other wise. Psalm 127:2 In vain you rise early and stay up late, toiling for food to eat, for he grant sleep to those he loves.

In the world we live today everything is moving at such a fast pace, it’s hard to keep up especially technology being the main reason and our drive for wanting to make money 24/7. God is speaking and showing us signs, but we are so distracted. There are things going on all around us in the world and if we don’t be still enough to watch, pray and listen to what the Lord is saying for our own benefit, we are giving into the will of the enemy.

Today one of the main causes of mental issues is the lack of rest. Our bodies need sleep and our mind need to stop processing thoughts constantly. We all need peace to attain good rest. That peace is found in Jesus the Christ.

There’s nothing like being reminded that you’re all alone with no one to call your “Boo” like on Valentine’s day. Emotional distress of loneliness and we’ve all been there one time in our lives. I once wrote a song about it. And no matter how many times you’re told your Mr. or Miss right will come, “pray and the Good Lord who hears and answers prayers will send someone.” It’s been five years and you’re still waiting and seems like God got the memo for everyone except you. All you can do is sit sincerely happy for your friends in a relationship, because it’s the Christian way to be. Listen to them brag about their dates, what they gonna wear and where they’ve been etc. And it hurt inside your souls because you’re praying, “when would it be my turn?”

No one wants to be alone. Companionship is not over rated it makes us live longer, it is what helps to motivate and encourage us. Everyone needs someone, scriptures declares, it is not right to be alone, Genesis 2:18. Even if someone does like human companionship look how happy they can be with animals. From the beginning of time man was never alone we always had God. It’s in our nature to desire companionship.

Don’t allow the devil to make you feel so alone and inadequate because you’re not in a relationship and it’s Valentine’s day. The devil is a liar, because Valentine’s day is for all: family, friends and partners. You’re loved by the seen and most of all the unseen himself, our Lord. You are surrounded by love. Allow love to begin within you, love yourself.

Remember God is a jealous God. Love him more that anything you want so the devil doesn’t tempt you. God will give you what he sees you truly need especially because He’s omniscient. God knows the past and also the future of our life, he knows us more than we know ourself, trust his will. Going to pray for a Companion? Then pray that He sends you a Joseph like Mary. Someone who will aid you to fulfill his purpose and plan for your life. Every woman wants a Boaz, he will provide you with the wealth and notoriety, but a Joseph will provide your every need with the aid and guidance of the Lord himself. He will serve the Lord through serving you. Unlike Adam, Joseph understood the will of God for his help mete and fulfill it. He did everything in obedience to God for Mary and baby Jesus.

Don’t get it twisted companionship doesn’t fall from the sky. It takes time after a long search, so don’t give up. For everybody there’s a somebody and love can find you unexpectedly. Sound like lyrics for a song, lol. The only thing that hold some of us back is our demands and expectations. Let your fantasy of being in love like in the movies go and come into reality.

I realized the important of women in God’s plan for the earth and why the devil had chosen Eve to deceive  and not Adam. I believe Eve was gathering food for them to eat when the devil showed up. He knew Eve was good soil for the seed of man. Destroying the fertile ground by the infestation, contaminate of deceit, prevent its purity to grow good fruit.

The devil was close to God and had all the wisdom, knowledge and understanding of His creations. That’s why he was able to infiltrate the foundation of man’s innocence. But God all the more wiser was able to cut him down in the middle of His schemes and wickedness.

The devil tried to take Eve and cause her to become barren knowing God’s plan. And being barren was to cause her from drawing near to God. In doing so shows God the uselessness of her being. Eve was a gateway to which God was going to create and bring forth more of humanity. And with touching Eve it was also affected Adam, as they were of one flesh. The devil didn’t win, but affected the innocence and purity of the relationship between God and man.

God moved throughout the ages to restore relationship between him and man as the devil kept on luring them away to sin. He snatched us back by once again coming through the gateway of a virgin, manifesting through her body (womb) His divine presence. Conception was not by seed of man, but that of spiritual seed (Holy Ghost).

Keep this in mind, there has been few men in the Bible created by what is considered Divine seed, such as Isaac, John the Baptist, and Samuel. Divine seeds are the pregnancies that accure miraculously. Not every seed even today are the seeds of man, but that which is the miracles for the Lord’s purpose. And in vitro fertilization is not considered the same thing.

When God created woman he no longer made man (people) out of clay (earth), but the womb (the new clay, earth) Mind blowing for us to know and understand the belly is like the heaven and the womb the earth which stretches up into it as the seed grows. The womb and it’s seed can be contaminated through its process of growth. Like what happened to Adam and Eve in the garden.

God who’s omniscient, omnipresent and omnipotent knew exactly what was going to happen to humanity and the fallen angel. The devil truly knows God is a forgiving God, the proof that he knows him undoubtedly, is after all he’d done to humanity in the beginning of creation had the audacity to come into the present of God. And God made a wager with him that there’s a man named Job so faithful he would be able to make him sin, Job 1:6-12. I thought, “Why would God allow such a thing, isn’t this the a bad guy? God allow it because he had a plan and a purpose.