There’s something about being in the presence of Jesus. If like me, you’ve ever had what seems like a dream or vision of be in the presence of Jesus, there’s an everlasting feeling of love, peace and joy that radiates from him to you that is out of this world. Like an energy that draws you in, but in a good way, like ecstasy and your spirit wants you to remain in that state. You understand why so many people would drop whatever they were doing to follow him. He’s like an magnet, you can’t help but be drawn to him. Now I could understand why both men and women was drawn to him and why those who opposed him wanted to kill him.
Jesus loves to feed you. The first thing he did was prepared a table before me and invited me to sit, eat and drink while he spoke. There’s something about rice, bread, fish, wine and water he’d prepare. When you finish speaking and eating, you can feel it within your spirit, you’ll never be the same. You’ll have the kind of love and patience for all of humanity and God creations like never before, good or bad. You no longer see color, religion, or ethnicity of people. Your spiritual eyes will open and you’d see all people deeply in need of salvation no matter what they’ve done. You’ll have compassion and love for them with no judgement, but mercy for them all.
So if you’ve seen Jesus even the way you see the world and understand it changes. Nothing definitely wouldn’t be the same for you. You learn not to worry when the spirit moves you to do anything. No more temptations inside of you to take matters into your own hands, especially your willingness to believe you can fight for him like Peter when he drew the sword and cut of the ear of the soldiers (John 18:10) You begin to understand that the battle is His and you have to stand still and see his salvation. Move only when he tells you to not because some how you think you can do His job better than Him. Jesus understands people are sinners and He knows just what to do about it. After all he became us and took on sin for us all.