Many are called but few are chosen scripture says(Matthew 22:14) I believe I  was chosen because like the majority of all the main characters of the Bible I had a real life experience with God, just like Moses, I needed real proof and I got it.

1Peter 4:11 If any man speak, let him speak as the oracles of God; if any minister, let him do it as of the ability which God giveth, that God in all things may be glorified through Jesus Christ, to whom be praise and dominion for ever and ever. Amen KJV

Some people go through troubles before they know God. Well I went through it for being in His presence because I was born knowing Him. I was never lost or confused about if He was or was not, I just knew He is, but it was amplified when I stood in His presence and His light affected me all over that like Moses and I began to shine. But when I realized that I was in the world and not of the world, everything changed. I started praying every three hours, fasting and prophesying. I was like a Daniel and I also had dreams and visions. I saw things and knew thing. Today as it stands everything I knew and saw decades ago and prophesy has and is every day coming to pass. I had abilities beyond normal human abilities and the first was to discern true men and women of God and the churches.

I believed for the longest time that it was my disobedience that got me in many  afflictions in my life which could have been avoided and boy was I ever afflicted. Everything that I loved and cared about was touched and I blamed myself to the point of me getting emotional and physically sick  which lead to my understanding of  Mental illness where I found myself as one that said, “it could never happen to me, but did.” Fear also became one of the driving forces behind what I believe to have been my disobedience as well as powers and principalities that I was fighting. It took me uprooting my family and moving to another province or state as called to realize that I had nothing to do with me not proceeding in my calling, it was God who pulled me out from where I was which was not good for me and when I came to the understanding to stop blaming myself and to trust he is in control and has been, of my life. I couldn’t go back to the old ways but here’s what I should do to still do what I was doing before, just practice until I am where he wants me to be in my strength to fight. I had to be still and silent until he saw it fit and ready for me to come forth again in his strength.

And while I was waiting, I was watching and praying and I would look at what I call, with no disrespect, textbook reader floaters, which to me means book sense but no spiritual sense talking about a God they never encountered, had a relationship with but is just reading and being taught on how to minister. I was told when you’re spiritually taught then you’re well taught. Today being in ministry is a billion dollar business, it’s a way to carry it on to the next generations so everyone is beginning to see it as a money making institution. It stirred my spirit because I couldn’t understand that just by them reading and being taught is enough for them to believe. It would take a miracle or troubles in their life for them to have faith, I thought to myself, what if they knew what I knew and saw what I saw, heard what I heard and felt what I felt and had dreams and visions and then put it together with the word of God? What would they do with that knowledge? I know it seems like I am being judgemental, but I was just asking a question and being argumentative to God for making it seem so easy for others yet it must be so hard on me and I would hear, “to whom much is given much is required” I don’t want to hear that, I want to be like every body. Because I dive in deep, and I mean so deep, where the Holy ghost is the oxygen needed to breath and function. When I am ready to fly with the knowledge received once again it is the Holy ghost that carries me to the highest heights. I was always looking to find someone like me, who is led only by the Holy ghost, and told you have no other choice.

Decades of fasting and praying opened the door to a spiritual connection to God that any questions I asked of God, He always answers me, and I mean always. To call my blog site Oracle of Divinity describe my intermittent relationship and connection with the almighty in all humility as my eyes have opened to see and my ears to hear, my mouth to speak and my lame feet that began to walk in his path of insight to all his truth and righteousness not as I see, but as He allows me to, and it is powerful sometimes even too much. People, we really don’t want to hear the truth, because it would disrupt everything we thought in our minds, and seen as well as believed to be our truth. The only way to describe it is to die and come back and try to tell others what took place when you died.