How do I know that she is real?  It is because she is me. I can’t explain it but I feel like my spirit wants me to relive this experience I had with Mary once again.  I saw her in a vision on a retreat; my spirit reflecting back at me as if I was looking in a mirror. Mary had no color to her skin, she glowed like radiating light and the clothes she wore were the color of the sky: blue. And as she placed the infant Jesus in my arms without saying a word, but by telepathy she said, “I give you the world in your hands, take care of it”. I held the baby in my arms and looked at it. He also was radiating light with no skin color. She took off her crowns, it was three of them attached to one another, a crown of heaven, of earth and of the crucifix. And from that moment everything about her was revealed to me,  it was like we became one.

This experience for me was like something out of science fiction movie, all this was taking place in the sky on a floating cloud surrounding by a brilliant glowing, warm, peaceful and tranquil light. The atmosphere was cereal you could feel the presence of God, like I guess what happened to Moses on Mount Sinai.

I did not have a near death experience where there was evidence that I was pronounced dead by a licensed physician, but I died. I saw myself in a tent in what looked like the desert or some sort of wilderness like in the movie the Ten Commandment where Moses was in the scene with Jethro his father in-law and the other men counting money and speaking about choosing a wife. I was there with two other persons dressed in gleaming white attire sitting on the bare floor. It looked like the gleaming white attire was changing from being white to seeing our skeleton bones, which didn’t seem to make any sense. This took a few minutes, it was like the flickering of lights on a Christmas tree. With every blink from light to darkness, there was a change. Finally only the skeleton was left and I felt like the light, the gleaming white light, was pulled out of me by the center of my chest, known as the Heart chakra and I started floating upwards into the sky. I heard a voice saying take as much people with you as you can, especially the dead in Christ. I first started to pull for my family, my children especially, when I was told adamantly the dead in Christ. So I started to pull for everyone I could reach, and I was heading up towards the sun when I looked back and saw all the people coming out of the earth including myself as ray of light floating upwards pass the stars heading towards the sun. We were all the same color of light and from what I saw, it was the color of the sun itself.

This all happened to me after my encounter with the mother of Jesus. What does this all mean?  It meant that I entered into a divine dimension. It enables me to connect with divinity. I have more senses than the normal. Some of us have six senses but I have what might be call complete senses. To have been able to venture out of the earth into the next realm was like what Jesus did on the Mount of transfiguration(Matthew 17:1-8). Ever since this encounter I feel more and more like I don’t belong here on earth, because my thoughts are not like others and my emotions are also so different. It’s been twenty-two years since I’ve had  this experience and every so often I’ll find myself slipping in and out of my connection. This world is meant to be the way it is for a reason, I believe I  am hear for a specific reason as well.