I believe that God has called me because of my curiosity about him. I had many questions about God and life and whenever God answered, he wanted me to share the knowledge I’ve learned to the world.
Why leadership? I wanted to change lives in this world, with a leadership like no other. I believe understanding, respect, love, unity as well as discipline without anger, frustration, and revenge would have played an important role. I want to make life better for everyone, but with the help of God, like Moses. Not like what Moses had to go through , but like how God was with him.
The word of God is like a seed planted in my spirit which grows with every level of wisdom, knowledge and understanding I’ve attain. I always believed in the existence of God. I was born with this knowledge and I would never believe otherwise. As a child, I had many questions for God, especially after going to Sunday school and learning about the creation of the world, Adam and Eve, the questions grew even more.
My first questions to God as a child was God who created you, if you created us you must have a mother and a father too? Did I ever get any answers to that? No I didn’t. So I made up in my mind that the sun and the moon are God’s parents. I believed that God was the wind because we could not see him but feel it. When I would look back to how I thought, I was very intelligent for baby. My imaginary friend as a child was God and I would ask him questions like where did the devil come from, who are his parents, why couldn’t they just spank him and he would be good? If Adam and Eve were the only people in the world, where did their children get husbands and wives? Was it their own brothers and sisters that they married? After you had Noah build the ark and destroy the world with forty days of rain, where did more people come from besides Noah’s family and why were their still bad people in the world after that? Why, after Jesus came, are things still the same? People are still sinning and the world is so corrupted. Why can’t God just kill the devil and make everything better? Why do people have to die and even our pets? Why are there bad people? If it is Jesus’ birthday on Christmas why are we getting presents and not Jesus? Why does God have angels and we don’t?
To all these questions, as I grew older, I began to search for the answers in all religious beliefs and practices read the Bible, was water baptized, fill with the Holy ghost and went on a retreat. I do believe that I was given all the answers, especially when God called me to go into the world and preach what I’ve learned, experienced and witnessed.
If the angel of God didn’t go to Joseph in a dream, he would’ve left Mary at the altar. If Moses didn’t witness the burning bush on mount Sinai he wouldn’t have believed in God. If the disciples didn’t witness the miracles that Jesus had preformed and his resurrection, even to receiving the Holy ghost today, we wouldn’t known anything about that man called Jesus, would we?