No longer shall I live in regrets of my life, of the things I’ve wished for, that I could have and, should have done or been. I accept who I am, who’s I am and embrace myself in love and respect for who God has created me to be and I honor it. Yes I do despise the evil that some of us do, but I have the  understanding of it. Psalm 51:5 Behold I was shape in iniquity and in sin did my mother conceived me. But Jesus paid the price for me on the cross and now I am free.

I know if I live with bitterness within me. I will see the world as such and I will be filled with rage and I will be fighting everything and everyone, even the good that would come into my life. There will be no discerning in my life to know the truth, just drowning in confusion. But if I live with love within me I would find the peace and love of God which passes all understanding. Philippians4:7

I’ve learned that I am no perfect, don’t get me wrong, I am only human. I am not all that strong. I make mistakes sometimes I’ve cried. But God knows how hard I’ve tried.