It’s been a while now that my eyes have not been better and it is very hard for me to watch the computer screen as the lighting hurts my eyes and gives me migraine headaches. I was diagnosed with Uveitis a bad infection of the eyes, that should have gotten better after taking some medication but instead it turned out to be a virus that is highly contagious and I just have to let nature take its course for it to get better with help from medications. I could hardly see, my vision has gotten so bad that after this I would need new glasses. I never thought it could have gotten so bad that it hurts to cry. The pain is so severe; because it is a virus, my ear, glands, my eyeballs themselves hurt even to move it around or to bend my head to pick up something. It is like everything I took for granted with my eyes infected is affected. I had looked so ugly with swollen eyes I refuse to go out in public and because I am so contagious, hand sanitizer and Lysol disinfecting wipes are my new best friends even at home and after everything I’ve touched. This is just a mystery to why this happen, I’ve never even worn contact lens in my life that I could blame it on. I’ve had allergies before took allergy medication and all symptoms stopped. I have a great doctor. He has been seeing me on a regular basis and is just a phone call away; if I am concerned about anything to go see him.

I’d gone to the emergency the first time I got up and my eyes were extremely bloodshot and stuck together that icouldn’t open it. My sister accompanied me to the hospital because I couldn’t see and thankfully it was her day off. I dislike going to the hospitals, because I believe you have to dying before the doctors would take you seriously, especially if you are not rich or famous and medicare is free, not all doctors, but some. So I prayed to God that they at the hospital would treat me not just as rich and famous, but His child, a child of the heavenly father with honour and respect that they would give to an earthly king’s child, that’s right, roll out the red carpet and send out the best of the best doctors to represent. I’ve asked and I received. I got the best doctor; he did every test on my eyes and gave me medication and said,” if it gets worst come back immediately.” I went back and was sent to specialist, who’s been seeing me ever since and he’s been fantastic as well.” God is good,” and my healing is coming along in more ways than ever; mind, body and spirit, this is why I am now able to start my blog again. Writing my blog has been a struggle for me from the beginning and I believe this to have been another obstacle in my path,” or was it at all?”

Psalm 119:71- It is good for me that I have been afflicted; that I might learn thy statutes.” He put me in darkness so I could see light through Him.” I am not talking about light that is shinning, it is a metaphor for the awareness of His presence within me to have His wisdom, knowledge and understanding of what is going on within and surrounding me.